Really, I had no idea but...

A nice haircut can really do wonders for your spirits!

I've had my hair cut 2 times horribly this year, by two diffrent people but from the same salon. Alas, I realise that only Daphne cuts my hair nicely. And she's nice herself too. Well, she said I had to rebond my fringe (saddest part, because it means I'm killing my dead hair cells) but she gave me deep conditioning treatment so I guess it's okay. And I ahd to change sides, so now I keep sweeping it the wrong way cos I keep thinking my parting is still on the left.

And was watching Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants throughout the entire thing. Ah, love my iPod. And when I thought it was only 5, it was actually 7.30. Thank God I checked my phone so I could tell Jo I couldn't go.

Ate donuts courtesy of Donut Factory. Yum yum. Got all the cinammon shit over my BLACK shirt though. Went to wash up.

Had lunch w/ Manda+Family. She is leaving for Aussieland today! I think she's still on the plane as we speak. Or type. Whichever. And throughout lunch (where we shared most of our food), Manda gave me the excruciatingly painful details of how she broke the friendship between her and F. Good riddance for her, I guess.

Got the clothes. Lovely, I must say. Time to go clear out my wardrobe so I can splurge in HK. (= I'm really feeling happy right now. For no good reason. I think people with depression should go have a haircut. Or at least spend about 6 hours in a hair salon. Maybe the bright lights make you feel happier. Oh, and maybe eat a donut. Yup. A donut always helps.

I like my tank. I think Esprit has nice tanks. Mom was so unenthusiastic on shopping there tdy. Fine, be that way (hmph.). I'll just go shop there and get the card myself. And I won't lend it to you. Ha!

Ah, I love today. If only Kiwi wasn't infected by the stupid flu, or she'd be sleeping overrrrrrr. Then we can talk talk talk until we both fall asleep like we always do. Sigh. Nevertheless, today is a happy day. I don't get happy days this easily, so I shall not dwell on such matters!

God, I sound so weird.

Loves!

ASOS HAS NICE CLOTHES! No, really, I want to shop there. So bored. Really. Kiwi can't come over to teach me the dance. I need new stuff. Bought a nice bag and a shirt for me yesterday, but hohoho, THAT'S NOT ENOUGH!

Okay, daily dose of CSI is coming up soon, I think. I hope. IT MUST COME!!!!!! Okay, yes, I need pills for PMS control. HA. And maybe apetite supressant pills as well. Yes, I should ask them from my doctor soon. haha. Yayay. So utterly bored to tears. Talking to Gwen on msn now. Ughughguhg. Why is the sun so hottttt. It should rain today. Not yesterday. I think clouds are stupid.

Ow crap, I've got some sort of bump thing on my ear. Or in my ear. Whichever way you look at it. And it hurts like shit whenever I put in my iPod speakers. Ugh, damn la. Maybe its a growth. Means I'll die young. I'm not sure if that's good or bad.

Anyhoo, woke up at 9, stoned for an entire hour before going over to Jo's, where we both stoned a bit while she did her homework and I chose the pictures to print. And I helped her with her homework! And she's in DHS. Means either I'm really smart, or she's really er, dumb. Haha!

So yeah, we headed off to Parkway and went straight to Esprit. Didn't buy the shirt in the end, but I bought the other one. And a bag. But we also shopped around MNG, Topshop, Fox... Was in great need of shorts, but I couldn't find any. Not any ones that were reasonably priced at least.

Lunched at Mos Burger, but we walked around the food court, and I bought you tiao. Horrible ones tho. Burger at MB was nice. Tried to eat as slow as Jo. Failed miserably. In the end I finished before her. And worse still her burger came first.

After that walked around. Went to print photos. And then when we were about to leave, we realised a very very bad thing. It was raining like shit. Okay for her, I mean, but my mom was in Vivo (of all places!) so I ahd to get back myself. After Jo left I got pissed at myself and my mom. Walked around looking for an umbrella. Isetan: 8.90 for something ugly and I'll never use it again. Baleno: 10, didn't like it. Watson: 6.50 Snoopy design. Ew. Ew. Ew. When I grow up I shall open an umbrella store. With NICE designs. That way people can buy nice umbrellas should a stupid rain occur and their parents can't fetch them.

In the end, I cabbed. Had to wait half an hour. I was starting to ahte the day.

Finally got back. Got pissed even more for no apparent reason. Skipped stupid concert. Just got pissed off by Cindy. You know, I liked it better when she was in China. You know, when she wasn't here, and instead, thousands of miles away.

Sigh, those were the days

Your Brain is Purple

Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

Thanks for asking if I'm okay, Min+Jas+Gen+Jo.

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Frankly, I'm upset with you. And embarrassed. I wish you hadn't said that. It's hurtful and bitchy. Then again, perhaps you are too old to care.

And to you, SA, I'm starting to think that ever friending you was a huge mistake. What for? Which friend would ditch me for another? Sure, explain to me all you want, but, the stupid SMS you sent me? You think I'm that stupid? Sadly for you, I'm not. So really, bugger off.
*

Things aside, I can't wait to go out with Jo tmr! Sorry for being flipped off with you okay. And I totally spaced eh, I'm going out w/ Gen on the 5th! Means= I cannot go to SK's party thing! Sorry man.

Okay, er, the XinWei person was at tuition. When I saw him I was like, 'My god, you must be kidding me!' And to my surprise he recognized me.

Oh well. I hate you. I mean it. I do. For now, at least.

Fuck off. All of you.

...I'd really like to sing it to Jo right now!

If you read her blog there's a post for me. And it's seriously sweet. Really.

IYU, monkey!


And she does have a point. Sundays are like the funnest days of the week. Mainly cos I go over after badminton. And it's so sad that next year that's not going to be possible anymore cos the smartass has to go study for early admission into VJ or something. Sad. OH well. Off to play badminton (again!) with her. Bbye.

I've learnt a very important lesson two days ago.. My sense of direction is worse than my Mom's. And that's saying a lot.

I got off th stupid MRT and walked out, thinking I was going the correct way, then I forgot to turn or something so I continued walking and walking until I got to some ulu street but I didn't want to ask anybody for direction because Ting told me about the freaky guy who asked for the time so I walked back and got really bad stitches and the fucking sun was being fucking BRIGHT and HOT so yeah. Then when I finally got to the correct place, I saw the MRT that I got out of. And I realised the most stupidest thing. If I ahd turned to the left when I got out of it instead of turning right, I would have reached Studio Wu on time.

Ugh.

Anyway. By the time I reached there, I decided to skip Hip Hop, which was bad, because I only realised then that the choreo for hiphop was nice. But it was overcrowded anyway. Ew. Street Jazz was. Oh well. Nuff said. Ballet was trying. Cos I learned the right side instead of Annette and the right side had all the switches and shit and then Mrs Skipp was being the BFH and yelled at us, yada yada. And exams aren't even remotely near (HELLO. 4 months away. 4 months.)

Yup. Well. Hate jumps. But I need to start jumping more. Ytd went to play badminton w/ Jo+Dee+Jo's mom+BearBear. And basketball. Which I'm improving in (;D) after that we went to share a brownie (bad girl.) And I really need to start eating slower. I was the first to finish. And BearBear says you have to chew the food 50 times before swallowing. But by the 15th time of chewing, I already swallowed the thing. Oh well.

Walked around Parkway. Decided to go shopping in Esprit someday soon. Went to Jo's house for dindin. Her dad cooks the best seafood, really. No actually I just liked the sauce. And the prawn. And salmon. Yum yum.

Damnnnnn. This entire morning I've been sneezing at least 3 times every 5-10 mins. UGH. But you've got to love the rain.

Okay, MTV is definitely nice. And I'm not just saying it because Suman's a riot, but the choreo really IS nice. Anyway, yeah, we had to stand at th back cos we were late (yet again) so I had to really strain to see his movements. Oh well. Tmr's ballet. And Hip Hop. And St. Jazz. I really need to stop letting myself get so down now. I should go look for something distracting. Hm. Yes. I need to go look for my missing stud anyway. Mom's super pissed cos the thing cost a bomb.

I want The Great Spy Experiment's CD, dammit. And the shirt. Don't forget the shirt. Because it looks uber good. Yup, it does. And I want to go to Monaco. Because the guys there look hot. Norway's just funny though. HA. Ugh. Okay. Uh. Spent the entire day out w/ Jo+Ting. Funny, really.

It's nice how I can laugh so much easier (and harder) when I'm with them. I think I still can relate to them no matter how crazy they are. Nice to know I still can relate to somebody/ies and therefore prove I'm not dysfunctional in socializing. But anyway, we ate sushi. Walked around for about 3 hours. Shared rojak w/ Ting (Dunman one still tastes a tad nicer. And cheaper.) And had an ice kachang that made my tongue numb.

Then Jo was yakking on about something and she got so agitated she whacked her spoon and it sort of flipped out form her bowl of soup and on to her pants and we all started laughing like anything. I dno why, looking back, but if you were there you most definitely would have laughed. Her reaction was priceless. And then she started screaming for us to get her tissues but we were both laughing too hard to even hear then she just sat there screaming while we were laughing. Super funny please.

Jo finally shut up and tried to get it off but she ended up making the front bit of her shorts wet. And it was wet only a wee bit so it looked so wrong and we laughed even harder while she screamed for us to shut up. No seriously, you should try laughing like that some time soon. It's like you want to stop but your brain won't listen and you find it super hard to breathe but you're still laughing. Yeah, then anyway, Ting gets up to go buy a drink and we tell her to get tissue for Jo as well and then she comes back with a Giant plastic bag and in it was the 6-roll toilet paper from Kleenex. And then Jo was persuading us to bring some back home because she said she'd look retarded going back home with 6-rolls of toilet paper and then she suddenly just dropped the entire thing so it rolled out onto the floor. Ting has the picture. It's so damn retarded, trust me.

Oh well. Lubbadubs you people!

Quizzes from Jolene.

Basics
Name: Crystal
Age: Thir to the Teen!
Birthday: 3rd August.
Current Location: Living Room.
Current Mood: Tired.
Favourites Flower: Maybe sunflowers. Or else that flower thing.
Colour: Random
Restaurant: I | Jap. food, but no, not Sakae Sushi. Charlie's is nice. Er. Yeah. Aston's nice too.
Shop: I walk randomly.
Animal: Cat/Dog/Whatever.
Drink: Water? And juices.

This or That
Summer or Winter: I like both. One super cold and one super nice.
Shoes or Purse: Shoes Moos.
Jeans or Skirts: Currently jeans.
Showers or Baths: Depends
Rich or Famous: Rich. Cos you can be famous like Britney. And I don't think anybody wants that.
Diamonds or Pearls: Ey, that's hard.
Nsync or Backstreet Boys: Haha. NONE.
Yoga or Sports: Sports. Yoga is too... quiet.
Ocean or Pool: I likey nice oceans. Just not the ones in SG. Those are sucky.
Pink or Blue: Haha, depends.
White or Black: Black/
Real tan or Tanning beds: Real tan. Baking yourself in a bed is just plain dumb.
Preppy or Gothic: Hah, rather prep. Or maybe not.
Eyeliner or Mascara: Eyeliner. Mascara sucks.
Lipgloss or Lipstick: Gloss.

Boys
Relationships or Flings: Former.
What's more important? looks or personality: Er. Tough one. I guess latter.
Crush?: Nada.
Does he know you like him: Refer to the above answer.
Do you believe in soulmates: Nope.
Do you like romantic guys: Er. I'm not sure.
Flowers or candy?: Flowers.
Has any guy ever cheated on you: Sort of?
Have you ever cheated: No -_-
If so why: Refer to the above answer.
Sweetest thing a guy's ever done for you: None that I can recall right now.

Friends
Who's your best friend/S!: Er. Manda. Jo. Gen. Kiwi. Ting. Jas. Gwen. Annette. Maybe Min.
Do you tell him/her everything: Er. Depends.
Would you do anything for him/her: I'm guessing so. Unless their answer is no, then nope.
Can you be yourself in front of your girls: I guess so. Maybe the older friends.
Do you spend lots of time shopping with them: Haha. Some.
Is it better to have lots of buddies or one or two best friends: I'd rather lots of buddies.

Have You Ever
Cried in school: Yes, stupidest thing ever.
Laughed so hard you peed: Ew.
Seen your best friend naked: Uhhuh.
Taken a shower with someone: Yeah.
Been drunk: Ha, no.
Smoked: Yup.
Cried on someone's shoulder: Yes.
Let someone cry on your shoulder: Yes.
Used the bathroom in front of a friend: Ha, yes.

Do You
Smoke: No. It sucks and it made me choke/cough.
Do Drugs: Nope.
Drink: I don't even like it.
Cry often: Sometimes. Depends.
Change in front of your friends: Haha, close friends only.
Talk about private things with friends: Once again, close friends only.

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1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?
[French toast and smucker's] I think it's explanatory.

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?
During ballet.

3.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?
Single.

4. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?
Yes.

5. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?
Tired. And why is everything in caps?

6. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
Phone. Macbook. iPod. In no particular order.

7. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?
-_- Check Qn 3.

8. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?
Wouldn't everyone?

12. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?
Choir.

13. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
Er. I dno.

14. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?
Something vanilla. The bagels in Parkway suck ):

15. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?
No, haha, I can't nurse a hangover for nuts.

16. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?
YES! Haha. With cereal and a Sunday morning.

17. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY?
Laughed until I couldn't breathe.

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
Chinese. Cantonese. UGH. I'm so Chinese-oriented.

19. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?
Yes, me.

20. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?
Stuff.

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Okay, after dance had to go Toa Payoh and meet Mom so she can drive me home. Ate Subway for dinner. Hurt my teeth a bit cos I had to bite (rolls eyes) but yum yum, I love Subway. And when I was walking to 7-11 to buy a mag to entertain myself while waiting for Mom, I realise that HDB Hub actually has a lot of nice food. Like there's Ya Kun. Macs. Subway. Ichiban Sushi. Coffee Bean (where the bagels are so much nicer). Munchy Donut. Buger King. Mos Burger. Delifrance. Ugh, loads la!

Nice place. Alrighty. Then ahd to sit in a chair for 3 hours with kids running around screaming. When we left it was about 11. And they were still screaming and jumping. God. What do they feed on, really, because I'd like to have it too! Now I smell nicey. Yay.


Here's a nice song to leave w/:

Woke up at exactly 1.28p.m. Bliss. Sort of. I dno. Congrats to Ella on her PSLE results. Lucky for you, you get to go to SCGS next year and not the international school. Altho I would prefer the international. :D

Made french toast for brunch. Yum yum. But now something seems very off. Like, not nice. Okay, I am so mood swinging please. J is right. I should talk about it. But where the fuck is sheee! MandaPanda is still recovering from prom but I plan to go out w/ her before she goes off to Aussieland.

Okay, Crystal, stop being so depressssssssssssssed. UGH. I really hate you, you know.

I'm back! Choir camp was. Er well. I liked the games the best I guess. Nightwalk wasn't really scary. Maybe because we had a torchlight. Ha.

Er. Skit was retarded cos we didn't even finish it. CHanged the entire thing right before the performance. I was supposed to be the reporter but I didn't want to but anyhoo they changed it so Indah and I just stood there all happy. :D

Then when we were planing the skit [or at least we were trying to] Cheng Wei took away Kenneth's shoes. Super funny la.

Games were fun. In a sucky way. I shot down one cup. But I missed hitting Joshua Leo. I mean, he was even held down and I missed dammit! D: But the one that really got me wet was the apple+flour thing. I stupidly opened my mouth for the flour thing and almost choked on the flour. And I went after LSY. Who spat in it. Ew. Got my shirt really wet. And it was already drying even tho I got sprayed at the first station.

Er. Choir practice was boring. Now Altos has only ONE boy. Kent Chua. Better than Francis. I think. I'm not very sure. Since he doesn't even talk. But he kept walking up and down while we were waiting to go for th nightwalk and we kept thinking he was a ghost. Jasmine and I looked through our legs twice. Once while waiting the other while we were leaving the place.

And I touched some freaking stranger's hair in the last station. At first I was certain it was like, I don't know, doll's hair or something but it freaking wasn't! Like damn la. Omg, ew. Then Tate was scary. Or at least he tried to be. Ha. He came out from behind the cupboard thing holding some barbie. LOL? We only screamed once cos we were running around the bend then suddenly somebody jumped out.

But there were no ghost stories. Sadly. I was looking forward to them! DDDD: Then we had to wait a hell long before going for th actual nightwalk.

I will never ever let Jasmine talk me into dressing up with her anymore. No way man. Ha. Felt like a ditz [and not pirate]. My issues have issues. Damn.

Ha. Okay, er, last night we ordered Macs. And it came 15 mins late cos there were 4 other orders from TK so we had to wait. Then Yunning+Min+Me ran down the stupid steps cos they kept honking. Yum yum in tum tum. Cheeseburger. :D Ha Gwen! Choir people have it so much easier than youz.

The movie was so stupid. 'Charlie did it.' Srsly. I wanted blood+gore! Okay, not really, but at least something besides the stupid weird movie. 30 Days of Night trailer just played. Now see, we should be watching movies like that for camp, see? And I ahve to ask a very important question:

Why is it when a domestic animal is killed, it's always the cat?

I mean, why can't it be the dog? Or the bird? Or the butterfly!!! [Okay, actually the butterfly was squished by the schizo dad but anyway.] It had to be the cat. Ugh. So far the only movie I know that has a dead domestic animal besides the cat is Joshua. In that one the dog dies. Yeah man.

Slept in 3A classroom. Somebody wrote on the table TIMNOBALL=CHERYL STEAL. Or something like that la. Weird sia. Bathing in the skl was refreshing. As in, really. The water was cold but not that cold so it was nice when we bathed in like, 4.30 in the morning. First night slept for 2 hrs cos we couldn't get back to sleep (AHEMAHEM) and the next night (last night) we only had 3 hrs. Oh well. Lovely Macs.

Okay. Downloaded House when I got home. I just had a lovely bath. But bathing in the school was actually clean. It didn't stink much. There were only 2 dead roaches. And I was half expecting a dozen or two. Olivia ponned the entire thing. Ha. Get scolded like shitty see!

Alrighty. On the way back from tuition I had to take bus. And the couple in front of me were getting really touchy. And lippy. Very lippy. Ew. They were mid-40s. Trust me. It was sickening.

Bye

I don't want to go. I don't want to go. I don't want to go. I don't want to go. I don't want to go.

I'm bringing my iPod. Since I can find solace in it. And my phone. Since I'm so lost without it. And all the other stupid junk. I hate today. And I'm most probably going to hate the rest of the days.

Bye.

I'm sorry Jasmine. I didn't mean what I said.

I haven't packed yet. I don't want to go. So maybe I'm putting off packing for as long as I can so maybe I can just [with two big dollops of luck] skip camp due to a 'horribily-timed fever'. Come to think of it, I should have ran out in the rain today and stayed there for as long as it took for a germ to come into my system.

Today was a semi-thinktoomuch day. I really wonder how I can think so much when I'm pretty much going from one place to the other place to the other place. And Happy Birthday to Cin. Ha, I am so looking forward for her year in PSLE. Anyway, yeah, I hated today because I realised about 3 things.

3)Dad's being a bitch. Mom's being his supporter.

2)Dad [almost] never keeps his promises.

1) Which means I'm not going to get my room by the end of this year.

But really, I shouldn't have expected more or anything, seeing as how Dad hardly ever remembers/keeps his promise. The iPod was a surprise, but then again, it's something of a gadget, so it most probably appeals to him more. So now, when I say I want to get a MacBook holder, he tells me to wait for the end of the year when we go to HK and then I can buy it cos they ahve more choices, I'm pretty sure he'll just forget about it and when I bring it up he'll just say he's busy or some other shit. So therefore I'll have to bring it to the countdown dinner and risk scratching it when I drop it [which is very probably since I've already dropped something as small as my iPod 4 times].

And excusez moi, but please, practice what you preach, dad.

With something as simple as a dinner, you officially managed to piss the hell out of me fifteen minutes into it. Stop telling me about my posture. It's my damned body and I'll start caring when I want to, not when you want me to. I don't really care if my shoulders are lopsided. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one. And no, I wouldn't have noticed until you told me so. Unless it is really lopsided like by 20 cm, I don't give a shit.

Then on the drive to lunch, you piss me off once again, totally blowing off your promises and making me sulky for the entire lunch. Really, I don't hate you but... well, $!%@$#!

I think I have established the point that shopping with Mom is horrible now. So when Dad comes along it gets even worse. Gen left halfway so I had to deal with them alone, which was bearable since I escaped to the candy section pretty much the moment we got into the supermarket. Bought a sleeping bag. I wanted the camping bag as well but nooooo, we have a lot already. Yeah, right, sure, if a lot = 0.

I'm in a hate-myself mood right now. I should turn in early to leave packing tmr. I'm just tired. Very tired. Of everything. Please. I want crimson but I have no blade. And I think Mom will question should I take the kitchen knife and hide in the toilet.

That's all for now.

OMG, EMELIA TAN! Ha, I'm so going to laugh at you. I didn't think the Chester for the arrangement was also Mr Chester but it was! And HA! Photos of Miz Emelia Tan and Julia Jaffar and Annette Lew and [sadly] me, with a retarded fringe. Oh god, he has one of us like, in P3 or something! I recognize those retarded specs of mine. And I'm totally beating myself up for not going to the RAD summer school programme.

Haha, I plan to fully getting him to get them OFF the web. Soon! Hah!

I only realise now that I have Blackout on my iPod (Ha, thanks M!) and it isn't half bad. Well, the songs I've heard so far. If you listen to it, you'd think she's just a little pop-ish but you wouldn't know hear the remains of the coke she's snorted in her voice or anything.

Anyway, ballet actually turned out a lot better than my other 2 dance lessons! Ms Chew said that my character was not bad (which is a good improvement from 'not looking strong enough') if I continue to ahve the proud/strong look. Haha, I just realise that dance depends a hell lot on the emotion of the face.

Anyway, Symone's blisters were giving her hell so I gave her WTP plasters :D

Alrighty, after that went for din at the bakut teh place, yumyum. Haha. Had to walk home cos mom took the car. Looking forward to badminton tmr. And lunch. Oh yes, LUNCH! :D

I think Saturdays are depressing. No wait, cancel that, my entire life seems to be depressing half the time, if not 3 quarters. The later half of Saturdays, anyway. But now the depress creature is creeping into the earlier half of the day as well! Dance was slightly depressing, sort of. I need to sort out my issues. Soon.

Alright, so anyway, I have to head off for Ballet soon and endure another about 2 hrs of Ms Chew ranting on about how horrible I look like when I dance. But I don't think I'm going to quit. Nope. I've spent too much time on dance to quit now. Well, maybe I should just stay in ballet to annoy the shit out of Ms Chew. Ha!

Alright. Not looking forward to choir camp. Well, then again I've never looked forward to any camp of any type so, yada. I know the toilets are just going to stink sooooo bad they're going to make the canal smell like a flowerbed.

And like, shit, I need a mask for choir camp. Why masquerade, may I ask, when we're holding it in a school's audi? I mean, its bad enough its held in a school, but the audi? Egh, haha, I'm only going to wear bermudas or something, I guess, because I do not do fancy, alright! And if I can get MSN to start working, I'm going to try and see if Jasmine's online so I can bug her on what she's wearing. Hee :D

This is the most stupidest thing ever. I'm dead beat tired, I still have to rush for ballet where I'm going to be put down over and over again, and I still haven't packed for choir camp (which, as you may have read, I'm totally not looking forward to) and I'm kind of in a mess.

Have a lovely day while you can.

Listen to Alicia Key's new album! It's nice. Haha. I like the song Get Ahead. Reminds me of the songs used in Step Up, which I downloaded into my iPod, btw, super happy about it. Anyway, sleepover was fun! Dinner was nice. I liked the cranberry bread. Haha. We finished the bread basket pretty quickly.

Corn was lubbadubs. Yumyum. Haha. Then My Linh arrived (she had some problems w/ admin so she was late) so yeah, we ate then watched telly for a bit. Then My Linh came running and said something about GG Episode 8 being up already so haha, we made a mad run for Manda's room and watched.

Then we watched ANTM as well. Lubbadubs. Nice nice. Uhhhhhhhhh yeah! The shots were hot. Camwhored a bit. (:D) and shiz. Then by the time we slept was about 2+? Yeah. Was cold the entire night, so I figured to double my shirt. Haha, the Linkin Park shirt is huge. Really. It's an M but it looks like a short dress for me already.

Uhhh. Woke up at 11. Yup. Had brunch or something: Vietnamese Instant Noodles! Yumyum in the tum. Okay, spaz, but yeah, then My Linh had to go, then Manda and I baked. Banana bread. And the sugar and stuff sort of flew out of the mixer cos of the ruddy butter. Super fun. The thing came out a bit burnt tho. Er. Got to Far East by cab cos it was raining.

I'm missing the concert. Haha, yes! It was fun. Er, had to wait for half an hour for Manda then went to get lunch and walked to Paragon to meet her mom (Feet were hurting like hell by this time, see?) and then I took a bus from there to back home. I love my iPod. :D

Ting's coming over in approx. 20 mins to go jogging (no, actually I think we're just walking) but haha, anyway, yeah, bbye!

I'm loving this song. Although its a bit... provocative. But I loved it in Gossip Girl episode 7, which, thanks to Manda, I have in my iPod now. Yup. Yay. I love the episode.

Okay, er, today had change of plans, so instead of going to watch Stardust, we went to the LP concert instead. And you know, I think concerts are the best place to go boy-scouting because in about 10 mere seconds into walking, I've spotted 3 hot guys. Haha. I was in a boy-crazy mood tdy. Anyway, yeah, I think Americans have it so much easier than us. -Major sad face-

So we had to wait for a loooooooooooooooooooong time to get in. And then had to wait another hour or so until they came along. I saw Brenda Hew and that Nicole girl from Cindy's class.

Got a tee. Well, Manda bought 2 first, one for her, one for Jo, then later when we finally sat down we ran out to get another 2, one for me, one for Jo's friend. Yeah, well, at first Manda and I were the only few who were standing up (we got the sitting down seats) but later everyone else stood up.

And then there was this one part when Chester jumped off the stage then he got to the barrier and everybody near was like, grabbing him and everything then when he got back on stage he was like, 'Ruthless, you people are ruthless, dude. Steal my jewelery, unbutton my shirt, and try to break my broken arm.' Lol.

But the songs they sang were nice. Screamed the lyrics with Manda. Well, we also screamed a lot. Haha. I like In Pieces. And No More Sorrow. Er. Yeah, and the oldies. Haha.

Alright, now it's 1.54 in the morning. I shall wake up at 12 like tdy again tmr. Haha. Bbye.

This was how it should ahve been. And some parts are really nice, but I don't think she could ahve done it.

Anyway, tkd was nice, learned another few more steps, and I hae backthrusts. Made me giddy. Haha. Cheaterbuggggggggggggggg.

Omgomgomgggggz. So fun. Haha. Had an impromptu sleepover last night w/ Jo. Ting couldn't. Parents don't allow. But we camwhored a bit before Ting ahd to go. Then when the gate shut close I realised we couldn't get in cos nobody could press the unlock button for us, and my access card was upstairs. So I had to climb over the gate then let Jo in, because she, being the coward she is, didn't want to climb the gate. Ha. I am so sacrificial. (Omg, I sound like her mom :O)

But I honestly think Jo's family is very cute. Sort of. Janessa gets on my nerves sometimes but I think her mom is so cute please! Haha. I know Jo's embarrassing stuff now. How very nice/ :D Played badminton for 2 hours ytd. W/ Jo, Ting, and Bearbear, who's Jo's mom's friend. Then for a bit Jo's mom joined us. And then Jo was so loud (cos her mom didn't want to partner her) then she was like, 'My mommy doesn't want me! Boohooooo!' In a really loud voice and the people around us were like, shushing us.

Then after that we went to play basket ball for a bit. I shot in the hoops! Well, some on more than one try, but still, I shot in for all! :D And I am loving my xmas present, you two, YY! Merry Merry Christmas!

I plan to pig in today. Yup. Have taekwondo later and I'm going to Min's house before that so I think I pig in after playing badminton for so long ytd. I want to play with my Dad because I can slam and he'll be tall enough to get it (AhemJoAhem!)

Jo and I camwhored even more after Ting left and I like the pictures! Camwhoring w/ Jo is so fun please!

Haha. Observe:
Some of them were candid shots. Like the B&W one. Yup. That was funny. Haha. And I love the middle pic for Ting's smile was really :D and dragged on. Haha.

Alrighty, it's raining which means its a extremely good day to pig out, so, bbye. :D

[Ballet] Dance was miserable. I can't back out of the exam now, because I already paid, but if I quit after exam it'll really be a waste. Damn. But really. The only dance I can choose now is free movement because "my technique for classical isn't good enough" and as for "character, I don't look strong enough" but now even my "free movement doesn't look too good". So please, what other dance is left for me to do eh?

Left class feeling downright dejected. Right. But Street Jazz was nice. Brian told me it was getting 'okay' already [and I bet I looked like an idiot when I nodded because I was caught off-guard](which is something that is actually BIG for me because Brian never talks to me. About dance or anything else, for that matter.) and I was feeling all happy and everything but then I fumbled when I realised the people outside were looking in. So yeah. Well. It was a nice class.

Friday was. okay? Er. Walking to the MRT was fun. Sort of. I walked past the building site then the Bunglahhhhhh workers were looking. It is so weird how they seem to love to watch everybody that walks past them, really. Got killer gastric on the stupid MRT. And then at Mindchamps I was like, crouching over in the chair cos it really hurt and when I looked up there was this guy there and he looked at me funny. Damn.

Saw the dentist that extracted my tooth! Well, I didn't recognize him. At first. Mom told me who it was, so, yeah. HAHA.

Watched Victor, Victrola! Super duper nice. Loved the ending, tho.

Talked to Gen ytd. I'm glad I did, anyway. :)

I really really reallyyyyyyyyy want a polaroid cam. It would be nicey, to have one, seeeeee? Have yet to ask Dad about it, tho. The one G told me about on the net looks pretty, but I want a funny color one!

Alrighy, have badminton later w/ Jo+Ting+??. Bbye, m'lovelies.

P.S. Anybody knows what's up w/ the stupid Mac if it keeps 'not able to find the web'? I swear, Macs are screwed!

Went for choir today, after visiting the Doctor. Saw this one girl who had an iPhone. Or was it the touch iPod? BUT it looked nice. In a bulky, big-assed way.

Doctor says I have sinus infection. He wants to go refer me to a specialist or something. Maybe I'll have to do some operation like dad did. Eh ew. It took him a week to recover or something. And they cut your nose or something. UGH UGH EW.

Choir was boring shit. Uhhuh. Sucked sucked sucked. And then I got super dupa giddy. Like, post-tremor giddy type. Ate mints, courtesy of Miss Jia Min. Meeting Kiwi later! Yup. Going MTV+Locking. But it's shit-assed hot right now and all I really want for is the sun is to die out and the whole sky turns black and cold. Why the fucking hell is it so hot.

I wish I sound as happy as . Er. I don't know! Happy peopel! But I'm not. I realise w/ or w/out my period, I still pms. I want to migrate please. Somewhere cold. Very very cold. Like. BRRRRRRRRRR cold. Yes. Pleasey please: COLD!

Die die die. Let us all die. No, actually I really shouldn't be listening to Dashboard Confession. I think if I went to a school for outcasts then I'll fit in very well. Yes, I should go looking for a school like that.

I miss primary school. I want to go back there. I miss G. I miss K/C. She can't sleepover tho, so sad. Got guests coming over so she can't stay. I miss J. I miss T. I miss B. I even miss D, even tho we aren't really talking now. I miss A. But she still has O levels. I miss people. D:

P.S. Yes, if I'm fat, let me go starve myself until I drop dead of cardiac arrest like that weirdo chick, then at my funeral you can go, 'Ey, you are still so fat!' How about that? Wouldn't that be so thoroughly enjoyable for you?

Fever's about 37.8 but anyway, Happy Birthday Jasmine.

I know the brownies rock! How can they not? They were made from Betty Crocker's mix! Then Gwen didn't read the sms/answer the call till like, 5 cos she couldnt find her phone. Haha. Met Laura. She's nice. Jasmine was crazy w/ her as well. Uhhuh.

Anyway, felt feverish the entire day. Was getting a bit of a migraine as well. Saw Gwen at Parkway: She was eating at the same place with us! So coincidential (sp.?) sia. Pasta was nice. The cheese smell made me a bit... nauseous.

Sigh sigh. Still walked around tho. The shop has nice stuff! Definitely going there to get my stuff for my room. I just need to call the Salvation Army. Soon. Now I need to go. Rest. I think. Yes, I should. Well. Bbye.

Okay, tdy started out nicely. I mean, it was grey and nice. Now it's blue and sunny! (!$@#*&) No no no no! It must be RAINY. RAIN RAINR AIN. UGh. DAmn. okay. I hate the weather. Er. Okay. Tdy went running. Sort of. Must run more. Get the stamina and shit. Ugh. Got tuition. Damn damn damn. Alrighty. Bbye

I think this song is nice. Jasmine introed us. And now I'm loving it. Really.

Yesterday was fun. Well, I dragged my ass up and got to Jo's house. Had to wait for 15 minutes outside in the rain because Miss Jolene Tan didn't wake up. Finally she did and let me in. Stoner la she. Anyhoo. Couldn't go bball.

Went around the district instead. Walk walk walk. By the time of 10 I got tired. I really need sleep, see? Well, anyway, got to Cold Storage and I got really high or something and annoyed she shit out of Jo by acting like some hyped up 5 year old or something. Yup. Got to my house. Made a mess out of baking the cookies. Turned out too... powdery? I'm not sure.

Then we got even more spastic and painted our fingernails each a different color, then painted our toenails another weird combo of colours. Washed off my finger nails tho. Raided Mom's closet. UGH man. I wouldn't be surprised if she had like, Chanel stashed somewhere now. And the worst part is that her shoes are too small for me. UGH.

Had tkd. It was okay I guess. Learnt 11 steps of the 19. Saw something I really didn't need to see though. Oh ew.

Woke up at 12 tdy! Slept for 12 hours straight. Lovely. And it was raining when I woke up! -Gasp- RAINING! So nice, seeeeeeeeeeeeee? Then had nice lunch and wtched a movie. Tuition was boring because there was no Zhimin to taunt. Took bus back. Yada. Found out that the petrol station 7-11 had NO lollipops! Oh well. Have to go lookkkkk someplace else.

-Contented sigh- Desperate Housewives is a lot nicer when Josh Henderson takes off his shirt. And I'm finally able to catch Supernatural! One of the old reruns I think but still. Tmr shall go running. Yup. Jo, come alongggggg! :D

Okay, Supernatural's kinda freaky. Best not to watch it alone. Shall wake Cookie. :D Bbye.

Today was fun! Haha. Right. Woke up late. Lovely. Had to cook my own lunch cos mom said that I had to learn to cook instant noodles. Ugh. Should have settled for cup noodles because I hate the fire and shiz.

Well, went for badminton. Jo was loud. And that's an understatement. The people around us were looking at her. No. Us. They must be wondering, 'Did those girls break their friend out of the asylum or something? Should I call 999?' Because Jo was screaming about fairies. Yeah, I know.

And she kept complaining whenever I smacked. Complain all you want, lassie, you still have to run/jump and hit. Ha!

Walked to parkway. Bought Jolene "I'm Miss. Loudspeaker" Tan's and Ting's each-a-cup. Walked to her house. Hit the gym. Haha. Then I didn't feel like running so I did the oblique thingy!

Wanted to do the other thingy so I went to take my iPod. Then I left my iPod on the stand thing while I did the stupid thing. And while talking to them, I dropped my iPod for the third time since getting it. Thank God my dad put on the protective screen thing cos there wasn't a scratch. I really need to get a nice case for it. And a bringing-around-thing for my Mac. I'm most definitely going to need it this year's countdown dinner.

But anyway, back to the point. Jo and Ting laughed while I swore. Nice friends eh? Ha.

Hung around her house for a bit. Mom and I had dinner at Dunman foodcourt. Took a long time to look for a carpark. Super super stuffed. Oh well. Tmr I have basketball, then baking, then off to see Min, then taekwondo. Can't go hiphop, tho. Nobody to send me.

Anyhoo. Hope kiwi gets back from Bangkok soon. Bbye.

I find it so sick that people are killing dolphins in Taiji, Japan. Seriously. Ew. Loads of dolphins (+whales) are being killed. Sick, really. And the way that they kill them. Ew. Horrible perverted creeps, I say.

Anyway. Choir was a stupid affair. W/out the Sec 4s we sound pathetic. And really, what sort of songs are we picking? Do you seriously think the potential sec 1s will listen to maybe Mama Mia or Super Trouper and go, 'Hm, I think I'll want to sing a song from a band that has dismantled a long time ago with TKChoir! let's join!'? HA! Doubt it.

And when did Mr Foong's nehnehs grow so big. Min and I were fully laughing at him.

Yup. Went to th beach w/ Jasmine. All you ahlians/bengs better fuck off, really. You're making a huge nuisance of yourself.

Ahlian: Ey, Superman!

(I was wearing the shirt.)
Ahlian: -Continues calling in that stupid voice of hers-
Ahlian: Ey, purple f-b-t-es.
Me: -rolls eyes, shakes head-
Other Ahlian: Ey! Ta yao tou eh!

Jas suggested I give them the finger, but I figured it'll most prolly get the bengs of the group going "Eh, point what point sia! Na bei, si mi tai ji! Yadayadayada...." Well, you get my drift.

Sheesh. I really really rillyyyyyyy want Dad to be transferred to SF or Cali. Wouldn't that be nice! They do have winter, don't they?

Save the dolphins.

Aijing
Amanda
Brenda
Curie
Darren
Delia
Gen
Gwen
Jo
Mel
Min
Ting
Shaokiat
Shu Han