My god. Seriously.

Okay, after getting that off my chest (if you hate me for it, blog about it, I can't be bothered), time to blog about bloody ACES and whatnot.

Damn spastic sia. Like, we didn't really dance, the 1A girls were being super enthu, our shoes all for muddy and shitty, and Marcus Tang is a horrific bitch.

Annoying, yes. VERY. Sat in front of me during the performance and was being weird. And ANNOYING. SiRong from 1B also. Ah, annoying. Panda was funny. Cos I sprayed the water into his eye or something by accident.

Concert was okay la. Better than the ones in NAPS. -Recalls last eyars and shudders-. I'm never going to perform ever again, for the good of everyone and myself.

Then after that we were all dying to go, and we went Parkway. Gwen was broke so she got so stressed she went back to KCP. I was broke along with Jasmine but we still went to go eat Ya Kun and sushi! :D

Sushi sushi sushi! Nice food. I'd hug the guy who created it but I think he died a long long time go. D:

Oh well. Went beach for a while, got to Ting's house. Naps. Blah blah. Then the whole chaos thing started. Not chaos. But we did forget to bring Mr Goh's gift.

Toodles.

Ah, downloaded some new songs. Am trying damn hard to rephrase the whoe of TLLM. Wth. It's semi-hard cos I have no flipping clue what they're talking about. Oh well, I did the Intro thing already.

Downloading Zombie College right now. Got irritated by YZ. Zz. STOP STEALING MY PHOTOS LA, YOU PRICK.

Okay, sleep time, nice time. Bye.

Found some pilate videos on the net. And I think they work. Cos right now I'm doing the one for abs. :D Yayzers. Finally something that works. Cos if I do by myself I'll just tell myself to stop doing when it hurts. Or I do really fast then it doesn't really work.

And somehow I'm under the impression if I don't do it the person from the video's gna come out from my screen and whack me on the back of my head and stop my breathing. D:

Oh yes, 1C is going to beat the other classes (hands down) for the drama infusion thing. :D One of the group, anyway. YAY yay YAYYYZ.

Yayzers. I watched 2 CSI episodes in a row. AXN is a nice channel. :D Doing the Cedar math paper right now. And shiz, EVEN TUITION WORK IS HARDER.

D: Cedar gets it easier than TK. Tdy the day started off with a boom, from Mr Koh and Mr Lee. Mostly Mr Koh la. Damn what sia. But now we ALL know why the teachers can stop asking so much from us.


Are we good or what? Okay, I admit though, we could have done better. Let's do all away with the losers! Then you know while waiting to get in, somebody kicked the bloody bin and this fucking smelly smell was like, given off? EWWWW. Damn smelly man.

Oh wait, I cannot say FUCK anymore. And why can't I say FUCK anymore...? I must say THANK you when I want to say FUCK you now, a brilliant idea of Mr Koh's. Not.

Zz. So stupid eh. Apparently we're the smartest cohort to come to TK. And yet we're doing so bad. AW. Let's all go home and cry.

Maybe if you cut down on the number of projects we have, we'll do better, right? AW. So let's all cry for the sake of crying. Boo-hoo.

Butterscotch tastes funny. Is it supposed to have oatmeal? Cos mine does. D:/:D

Jevon beat me by overall percentage. Wl. EVEN ALVIN&JASMINE EH! WL!!!!! I bet if I could take my math and science for SURE can have higher percentage! D:

I'd like to fart in the teacher-in-charge's face, or quote Emo Girltalk, 'pee in their coffee'. :D

I found a new nice snack! Tempura Tao Kae Noi. :D Spicy version. Yum. But I can't eat so much, cos I needa loose so weight/pounds/anything that has to do with weight.

Cookie, get off my chair! Have no idea whats so good about my chair, and yet she sleeps on it all day long. And you know when she's in deep sleep and you poke her she can't feel a thing?

Damn funny eh. I was poking her tummy and she didn't move, so I thought she died or something D:

I realise music's actually a nice period. Cos Mdm Nora is actually one of the nicer batch of teachers.

Okay, time to go finish up whatever shitty math bit I have left.

T-O-O-D-L-E-Loo! :D

Scrabble during english tuition was fun. Cos I beat them all. HA-HA-HA!

I had marcoroni and cheese for dindin. Yum. I never really liked it though, but tdy is tastes nice. Spent almost the whole of tuition smsing Gwen. Then when she called me and I was talking then Heng Li kept looking at me eh. Wl. So freaky.

M&C, M&C! :D

Ew! During the entire assembly I could smell LSY's B.O. wafting from him. My God, who can stand it?

Apparently A can. Ew Ew EW. Smelly.

Okay, school is boring and I need to start exercising more. I want the tunic. D: Kiwi, you still owe me a birthday gift!

2.FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND
2.FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND
2.FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND
2.FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND


It's meant for Ting's birthday but I couldn't wait so I gave it to her ytd. :D 16 downloads so far. :DDDD

Clara not going for this CC. So sad. I think Jeanette won't either. Aw. Have yet to chaoxie. Tuition is getting more and more boring eh. Wl. And Zhimin came totally late. the thing end at 7.30 he come at 7.30.

Oh my goz. Okay, Cookie is scary. Sigh sigh sigh. Confident Communicator (I think) is going to be a total snooze fest! But I think J and D aren't going to be thereeee! YAYZERS.

ESP. ON THE D PART. So awkward.

Him: Hi!
(I put him as first cos I know I'm going to avoid him at all costs)
Me: Hi!
Him: So how hve you been?
Me: Oh, fine. You?'
Him: Great.

-awkward silence with crickets and whatnot sounds-

Him: So... Nice weather we're having....

Yup, THAT awkward. Time to go chaoxiezxz!

Today a multiple of events took place. And I'm damn pissed at our teachers, and maybe the MOE.

For one, the teachers are expecting a hell lot from us, you know. We are (I think) the only class in the cohort who did BOTH SAIL task and TLLM. And we are expected to excel in BOTH? Can't we choose one to excel in? Secondly, the only reason why you're targetting so high for us is because of our PSLE score right?

Well, Hanjie is the one who dragged it all up, so put him in a class by himself for all I care. Bloody hell. Make us stand up for almost 2 periods. And we got scolded twice today. As if we don't have our problems. But Jasmine said the standing up made her tummyache go away, so whatever.

But then again, I'm going to do badly for my SPA cos my flitrate is all so chalky and since I had never redone before, I had aboslutely no idea I had to wash EVERYTHING when I redid it. So therefore, I was theeeee last to complete. And I forgot to write something. Damn damn damn.

Bright side, my formal letter was 'well written and thorough'. Still got a 22 only, though. Tsk.

Powerdonut is half-alive. For God's sake, just bring it to the bloody vet. Just try see if it can survive right? Or else just put it to sleep. My god.

Bloody homework. Bloody chaoxie. I need to stop slackinggggz!

Tdy's rain was heavy and nice, but when I was walking back it was a total bitch. Walking out of school, I stepped into a huge puddle of water, soaking my socks thoroughly. Eww.

Am damn tired. Zz. Tuitionnn time.

No matter what, I still think King of the Dancehall is the nicest song I've heard for the week. But wordplay is nice too. Okay, I know, old song right? Heck it.

School was nice, I guess. IDD was so cool, and Gwen and I have yet to finish our story thing. Then I sat with them halfway during the thing, then Jasmine and Gwen both wrote on my arm eh! Like, my whole arm practically looked tattooed or something!

Then like, I had to try hide them and stuff. I have a princess on my right arm and a lighthouse emitting smoke on my left. And it was so ticklishhh!

So Gwen held down my arm while Jasmine drew. And then we knocked heads cos my head kept swinging everywhere.

After school I had to go see TLLM thing at 2.30 and Gwen fall in at 2.45 so we went to my house to raid the fridge for a bit first. Fun.

Then we headed to libs. JASMINE WAS LATE AN HOUR. Whoa man, I totally get the 'I'll be a bit late' part!

Haha, yeah. Then after libs went taekwondo. Kiwi couldn't go, which was such a pity cos I got to kick the guy's groin (twice, by accident)(and of course he was holding the thingy). Which was fun, really. But Jasmine says she don't want to continue eh. Wl. D:

But we went to Min's house to use the gym. Jo wasn't home so I couldn't say hi. D: But the gym seriously was fun. MIN! I WANT TO BE YOUR PENTHOUSE NEIGHBOURRRRR! >:[

Then Jasmine came over for dinner (and the meat). Haha, bus took damn long to come man.

Sigh, Friday might not be as fun cos I gotta leave early for CC! Grr. Somemore right, I realise Derek might be there, seeing as he's on the assist team and such. Oh no!

But good thing is Yunhi, Clara and Jeanette will be there! Yayzers. Am happy. People who ditch me and forget to tell until I smsed them that morning can just go screw off or something.

I know, very silly thing to get angry over.

To you: But I am hurt, y'know. Thanks a lot. Not. -sticks tongue out at you-

Ah, noooz, I don't want to take her off the featured friends but I can't put her as the 6th one. Ah, damn it.

My braces are really hurting, and I think I got my middle fingernail inflamed or something, cos I cut it too deep. And it's really hurting.

And I have to chaoxie eh! So lame.Then everyone keep asking for chinese compo paper then I ran out. -.-! So lame eh. Okay, tomorrow muz buy. Bye. Time to go finish up Ting's blogskin. :D

Ah, I give up trying to organise the bloody file. It's fat, and mostly without dates. I'll figure something out tomorrow, I guess. Time to go finish off Ting's birthday skin! :D

Okay, I'm glad I went to the performance. 'Cos Brenda looked so f'in cute! Like, it was damn obvious when she made mistakes cos her expression is a total tell-all. And we were all sweating like anything. Even the performers. My God. F'in hot man.

Anyway, went to uh... Macs! Yeah, I think it was Macs. And camwhore a bittys. I'm supposed to be doing homework right now. Geez.

My legs are so sore, I'm not even in the mood to shop. Okay, yes, I am. But mommy didn't allow me to buy anything (she went to parkway as well), well, she said it was too expensive. Zz. I want that jacket thingy. But it's a hundred and three. Zz.

But yeah, I walked to Jo's house instead, then I met Min's mom. And while she was talking to me I was trying very hard to recall if she was my mom's friend or something. Then finally she went, 'I'm Jia Min's mother.' And I was like, 'OH!'

Okay, typically weird. Hahaha, anyway, I didn't have much energy and it wasn't that much fun. But we went parkway and tried on clothes! Yeah, that was fun. Haha.

Dum-dee-dum. I have to leave the house in like, 15 mins and I only just finished showering. Sucks sia. I want to sleeeeeepz.

I am happy. 'Cos I deleted my skin by accident so I had to repost it up, then I also deleted the records of it being downloaded 16 times (5 times were Ting, once was Jo's.) (cos i made them do it. :D) But now it's been downloaded 3 times. With a 5.00 star. Okay, so all the star came from the only person wo commented (BlueSkyx) but WHO CARES?

I GOT STARS LEH!!! :D But I gave up trying to view her blog. Makes my mozilla 'close down unexpectedly' and therefore I've been typing this post about 3 times already.

But still, I'm happy. :D

Okay, I'm all ready to go out with Jo and the lot. But her house is a damn far walking distance. Will be taking the buszo. :D Dumdumdummmz.

HEY MISS GLAM!
HEY MISS GLAM!
HEY MISS GLAM!
HEY MISS GLAM!
HEY MISS GLAM!

I just made my new blogskin. Finally I get one blogskin on blogskin.com. So happy. Okay, dance sucked. It was damn boring. Both dances.

And Kiwi, OHMYGOZ, YOU LOOK SO TOOT! Your fringe, fucking funny. No offence, I didn't mean to laugh. But HAHAHA. OHMYGOZ, so funny man. I was warming up half-way when you walked in and I started laughing like shit.

I really need to start doing my jian bao or something, all I've done today is laze around. Man, is Zac Efron hot or what?

I choose 'what'. He's weird-looking.

Kiwi can't come. Ah, I'm getting rejected all the time.Wth.

I need retail therapy. Shall go make a deal with mommy.

Oral was, surprisingly, good. Well, I didn't really know where to go. What time, I also didn't know.

But anyway, I smsed Gwen, Afiq and Min. And only Gwen replied. (Voice dripping with sarcasm)What lovely friends I have. (Kidding about the sarcasm, 'cos they're all really super nice. And friendly. :D)

Then anyway, Aijing hates me again. So weird eh she.

Anyway, zooming to oral. Ms Nah said that she gave me the higest mark so picture description (so far, and it might change, 'cos I'm in the first batch D:) And that I need to read louder.

Wth, everyone (okay, some that I asked) says that my voice is actually quite loud. Must be her cats' (18 of them, I've heard) fur clog up her ears or something.

:O Wouldn't that be scary.

Gen not going dance tdy. Aw. Ditch me sia! Aw. Feelings kena hurt. So getting Kiwi to come over first, then if she's going street jazz then I can teach her the dance steps, then we can learn the last 2 Eights.

But Kiwi haven't reply yet. If I know her well enough... She's most probably still sleeping. Yes, most probably. Somehow I wake up a lot earlier than her. At all our sleepovers I always wake up first.

Oh wellz. Can it just rain for fuck's sake? Okay, let's follow Jasmine's method and go pray for it to rain. I'm considering going to one of my friend's church on Sunday. If it's allowed la. Rain rain, come again, or I'm going to scream.

So hot eh. Wl. Ranting about random stuff. I realise I'm getting used to starving myself. Scary. Better start stop starving myself!

But ytd we mised recess D: Aw. Cos of bloody SAIL task. I thought got TLLM then no SAIL? So f'ed up eh. But we did some stuff. Like throw stuff around and stuff. You know. Stuff.

Okay, I'm not making sense. Ah, Kiwi, please wake up and read my sms! Ah, I love her a lot you know? She's so damn cute. And damn blur also.

:D

I know, so cool right!





Today was a fun day. Well, since i withstood the pain in my teeth. Damn pain eh. Wl.

Okay, chinese has homework. The only thing. Damn. Every week go jian bao, wth.

CHOIR ELECTIONS! Haha, we anyhow put, just made sure we didn't put JL's name. L* must be so sad. Oh well, she has her partner to write it with.

Jasmine came over and we camwhored and watched Girls Out Loud, and laughed and whatever. Oh, and we watched movie trailers! Yup. The one for Joshua is gone. Saddo. I really liked the sick kid. He was strangely calm. As I've said, weird.

Then anyway, tuition was a total snore-fest. Then when I walked to the JC, mommy asked if I walked to the JC without my jacket on and I said yes. So I got this huge lecture why I shouldn't be walking around Joo Chiat at night in a tank top.

'Are you saying I'll get mistaken for one of those KTV girls?'
'No, but if there are pubs, men over there are all like that.'
'You can't expect me to walk around in a thick jacket right? Fine, next time I'll walk around in a coat and die of heatstroke.'

Ugh, so annoying. Whatever. I feel a bit guilty, making mommy worry, cos I worry about Cindy too. Did I just say that? Okay, yes I did. (Jasmine says I talk to myself. I'm starting to think it's true.) But anyway, the stupid girl refuses to wear a bra/singlet. I mean, for fuck's sake!


Seriously, what the hell is wrong with her. Really.... -vomits-. What kind of a sister do I have man?

Okay, I want my own room. ): Will be so much fun. Am thinking a lot on property right now. Like say if I had a house in HK? Or if we ahd actually lived in the penthouse? Ah, stupid fantasies.

English oral tomorrow and its 10.31 right now. I need more sleep than usual, lately, so I guess I'd better run. Bye.

Okay, it's getting almost unbearable. I wish I extraced teeth from the bottom teeth line as well, cos my upper teeth all don't hurt cos there's a hallulah of space cos I extracted. It hurts, hurts, hurts!

Ohmygoz, damn it. Okay, let's not focus about it. I just finished baking apple crumble. I'm going to try sleep early again tonight. And it looks/sounds like its going to rain! Yayzers.

I can smell the apple crumble already, yum. And if I eat it hot my braces won't hurt so much right? I need to do pushups.

Okay, fuck, it really really hurts. I don't want to go choir tomorrow. So boring. And have to elect SLs and whatnot.

I feel like making a blogskin but I have no idea what to make it about. Ugh. I need to do somethingggg.... productive! Weirdo.

So tired.

Okay, I'm now bracified. And its so fun. Cos like, its rainbow and randomly coloured so yeah. And the dentist is really damn fast okay. He did it under 10 minutes.

Okay, so fun. Anyway, today! Yup, today is called boring day. Like, C.E. was filled with a bloody test, which I wasn't paying attention for during the presentation (Jasmine and I were yakking away) and I really couldn't be bothered but according to SK, I got a 34-39. Ahaha, I beat Eric!

Chinese was so stupid. Cos Alvin and I are the only guy-girl sitting partners so then we were imitating how Edwin and his parents communicate la, then the teacher just blabbered and we got like those stupid 'ALVIN! HOW CAN YOU?'s from idiots around us.

How very stupid.

Lunched at video shop and now I'm already planning everything ahead. Like, Ting's birthday and stuff. It's going to be so fun!

Went to jump-rope just now. It gave me stitches, have to start jumping more. And we're going to get Jasmine to join taekwondo too! :D

Tdy VP made John the Ambassador. So he went around class collecting rubbish. And all of us were like, 'Eh John!' 'John, still got!' 'John, HEREEE!' and he got so pissed la. So funny sia.

And I keep fantasizing, if I had a house in HK. Or if we moved to the penthouse upstairs. Sigh, it really will be lovely. But houses in HK cost an f'ing much and they're small. Sheez.



Tomorrow's choir election day, how interesting. Sheesh.

Yesterday Google had some problems, so I couldn't access blogger at all. Anyhoo. Tuition was so boring. Energy level was like __________. And so I made a deal with Auntie Alicia that I do 20 of the vocab shit, then I don't do comprehension.

Boring shit.

Okay, have to go put on braces now!

Sometimes I get really disgusted with humans. SPCA came for assembly today. And the pictures of the abused animals really disgusted me. Ew. And it really sickens me. Of course, the way the person said it ('and when she gained the cat's trust she pushed the screwdriver up the cat's end and it came out from the other side') was funny to some people. Me, included. Sort of.

But its really disgusting. Which is why when I got home I gave Cookie a huge hug (much to her dismay). And the dog thing also. EEYUR. -sickened- And just on the 21st a cat was decapitated. How lovely. Not.

Anyway, let's focus on brighter things. Like Runner, the kitten the person brought.



And it reminds me of Cookie when we first got her. Except that she's a bit bigger and she's a her, not a he.

Anyway, drama infusion was cool. Ian broke down. And threw chairs. And threatened to hit Sunshine with a chair as well. How typical.

And our group was performing! (We renamed the shares to after PD)

And Ian: This is the most horrible thing I've ever seen in my whole life.
Rebecca: Ignore him.
Gwen: And look! That's the most ugliest boy I've seen in my whole life!

And then he was crying his pathetic heart out to Rebecca while ranting and whining when Gwen took 2 pictures of him. And he was like, 'GWENDOLYN!' And he so sucks. Quote Jevon: Sho Shad.

But seriously, Ian, you suck.

Libs with Jasmine. I ate an oreo cheesecake. Which satisfied my need for a cheesecake. Then I got a supposed quick bite, a burger. And it turned out to be HUGE. Damn, I feel sinful.

I'm eating smaller meals now, in hopes of shrinking my stomach. Hope it works :D I need to start studying more. Really really. We made plans for the Sept. Holidays :D

Min found out about the taekwondo stuff. Just have to inform Kiwi. :D

I really wish my neighbour (directly above) would move out and hand us the keys. I keep thinking about living in the penthouse (which might have had happened if we came to the showroom earlier). It would be very nice. Very very nice. Sigh.



Me: HEYHEY! Tomorrow's gonna be real special!
Bimbo: Like, why?
Me: B-R-A-C-E-S!

Fun. But I can't really chew now. Cos of the 2 holes I have in my mouth. Okay, Nick is being mean and it's time to sleep, have to get more sleep, getting very restless. Bye.

I check the T&K web everyday, just to make sure the BK shirt is there. Yes, I'm obsessive. Like last time we went to the Fila thing? Warehouse thing, and I found this very very nice bag. But mommy didn't allow me to get it, so I buried it under a pile of clothes. If I can't have it, nobody else can.

But no, I only live by this... er, principal while shopping. Just to make sure I don't freak anybody out.

Tuition was boring. Math all the way. Did percentages again. And Heng Li was in the other room. Eeewz.

Yayzers, Kiwi agrees to go Reggae. But we don't know where to go eh. And taekwondo. Funness. Reggae reggae reggae.

):

But yayzers, I think I found my 110% Bf :D

The bleeding's subsided and I can no longer taste blood in my mouth. Yayzers.

Tdy was funny. I grossed people out with my teeth holez. Getting braces on Thursdayz :D Tmr there's a study thing in the libs.

I crave for apple crumble. But I don't think got enough time to make. Sigh. Another time then. Marks are mostly depressing though. Have to study. Yes. Sadly. Food is still strained. I need to lose weight.

Jasmine has agreed to go jogging already, and so, I'm going to amp up dance lessons. But there's not much to dance on weekends. Sigh. And SC has no vacant spots right now. Sigh. I have to think it over.

Am I pathetic or what?

I had to drink my cold soup using a straw. And the bleeding still hasn't stopped. It isn't so pain now, though. Either those are some good painkillers, or lying on the sofa for an hour wallowing in self-pity helps.

Now I am waiting for my second bowl of soup to cool, so I can drink it 1/2 hr later, when I need to change the gauze again.

Great. How great. From 3pm-now, I only have a bowl of soup in my tummy.

Daddy called twice, making sure I'm okay. Very sweet gesture, only that I can't talk. I bite on the gauze while talking. I am going nuts.

They should have this channel, where you can choose all you favourite TV shows and they show there. That way, I'll be CSI-Suite Life-Psych happy and contented. TV really does help expel negativity. So long as trashy shows stay away.

And Zac Efron is so gay. Ew. Do check the bored blog. I'm bored. Sigh. ):

my mouth is still numb. and the bleeding hasnt stopped.

the whole process wasnt pain. the injection was actually funny cos i couldn't feel a thing, the extraction also. but the aftermath (now.) is hurting like shit.

shit shit shit. i want to cry. i want to scream. scream scream scream. but it will make things worse. so much worse.

god hates me. or does he?

i dont know. all i know is that i want that bloody pain in my mouth to go away. i wrote my will. i sent it to gen. i'm not really talking in sense now. i feel like sleeping. for a long time.

the hurts more on the left. cos there was more anaesthesia there. i really really fucking want to die. okay, not really. i just want to sleep, and when i wake up, the pain is gone.

and not only my lips are numb. so is my nose. and my left cheek. i really want to cry or something. just make that damned pain go away. ):

today sucks. almost half the day has gone by and i'm damned sure i know i'm right.

lets see, i was almost late for school today, and i scored a 46/50 for math. Oh yes, that is very very VERY good, but due to some appahrhbfoaelfjnd thing, my final score will be 33.

Sucks like fucking shit.

And why, you may ask. Oh, that's because I scored as bottom 4 for the previous test, and therefore, this time's test, my mark will be the average of the bottom 4 as well, which turns out to be 33. Which totally sucks arse and I really want to cry right now.

And then, after school, i sat for my geog test and which EVERYTHING that i emphasised while studying, DID NOT turn up, and the rest, all diagrams and whatnot, did.

This is life. But life's a bitch. And I really want to turn around and bite it in the ass right now.

And now, (later, i mean) I'm going to go extract 2 of my teeth. And I don't care what others say, I just know its going to hurt like fucking shit.

What did Debbie say about 'Laws of Attraction', 'must believe/act like it has happened already and it will...'? Oh, it is all spelled as B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T. Because, right now, I'm totally negative, and anything positive will definitely make me want to smack the person, square middle in the head.

Crystal is pissed. Yup. Very.

i really feel like pigging out. but no, i haven't finished studying geog yet. argh. it took the whole day and i'm still not done. maybe that's cos i kept getting distracted. yup. must be it.

anyway, lunch was simple, dinner was instant. and mommy still scolded me for eating instant noodles when she allowed me to eat it tdy.

and i realise i didnt bring back the bloody chinese newspaper so now, tomorrow, during admin period or something, i'll have to really chiong to do it.

ah zz. i want to swop roles with cookie. like, all she does is just... sleep. and eat. and right now im sort of getting what i wish for. so if one day i come to school meowing, then... you know. :D

im starting to get pissed with the mothers of the world.

studying is boring and its driving me crazy. i feel like crying right now.

yup. i hate studying and i hate you. sundays suck.

okay, i know tdy is going to be such a boring day. cos all i have left to do is study, since gen cannot come over, yet again.

this is so f'ed up. i am so effin bored and all i have done this morning is study. for geog. sigh. damn it. sundays suck. oh, i made a new blog out of boredom. tadaaaa.

Yutaki is just so gay. Hiphop was like, okay, I guess, but st. jazz was so much nicer. I think I'm going to like, quit hiphop and join latin jazz or something. No, actually I just want to join reggae.

O School has reggae, but it's at the same time of street jazz! Zz. Maybe kickboxing then. Zz. Anyway, was late for ballet cos we went to Starbucks and forgot the time. And the fucktarded bus came fucktardedly late.

Oh, which reminds me,

Suman: How old are you girls?
Me: 13
Suman: 15?
Me: Uh, no. 13.
Suman: Oh, so sad. That means I can't play my favourite song. 'Cos it got a lot of toot toot toot.

So weird right. Last week he didn't ask me, when I went alone. Proves that pretty girls do get the attention, Gen!

Starbucks rocked. We shared a blueberry bagel. Love Love Love! And I had a vanille frappe. More love.

Ballet was... Fun. Sort of. Okay, I made Ms Chew really pissed, I think. Well, we all did. That and the 6th grade first years. Anyhoo.

Yayzerssss. its dance day tdy! I seriously want to learn more types of dance yeah. I mean, I dance only on a saturday. And for the rest of the week, I feel fat cos I dont sweat as much.

Seeing as common tests are overrrr, I guess I can start going out a lot more. (: Depends on friends' schedules too. And i think i need one more best friend. Cos gen's always like, unavailable? Haha, no ideaz.

And I will only go out with BFFs. I have no idea why. Like, or else I won't be so enthu about going out.

And mommy finally relented and let me sleep with the aircon yesterday. Aren't I happy. I slept damn well better than I have these past few days, anyway!

Zz, okay, time to go look for a stud-bud. For all subs. Gen's not-a-free tmr (see what I mean by un-a-vail-ablee). KKKKIIIIIIWWWWWWIIIIII? :D

i like that song a lotty right now. yeah, long time ago, but whatever.

i have compiled a list of what i want. and its beside me right now. and i realise i am quite materialistic. zz. daddy says i need a rich husband. or i have to get really rich. or maybe i have to just get a lot of money. from the sky or the money tree.

oh wellz. molin was okay. i actually listened to what the teacher was saying. okay, nighty night time people.

i forgot to say, y'know the guys are always changing in the classroom?

tdy when jasmine and i were walking past the backdoor right, i just threw open the door, then jasmine was like, 'EE-AHH!' then somebody was like, 'FUCK, CLOSE THAT DOOR!'

so funny la. then we laughed like shit.

oh geezers! gen and i are chewing gum at the same time. so cool! i want my braces badly):

adelin is not going for tuition. zz. so bawring. (i said that with an accent)(i mean typed). and my arms are sore cos i sort of did dumbbell stuff just now.

Mdm So: If Johnathan's parents were to come to this class and ask where is he sitting, how will you say it?
Sunshine: Aiya, Mdm So, if Johnathan's parents came right, FOR SURE can see him!
Johnathan: Yeah, but they FOR SURE cannot see you, right?

then mrs ang was evaluating some people in the class. Which made Jasmine very worried about her marks. Sighz.

I want Braces, I want Braces. PLease Please Please.

... you make lemonade.

zz. gen's not coming over after all. am gna be so bored. zz. have to study alone as well. -ah- oh wellz.

and mrs ang talked to mrs yeo about letting me take my geog test (cos srsly, i will fail if they use my past marks) and she AGREED! so i'll be taking the test on monday. and i need a study buddy. zzz.

i know, i should sound more enthu, but no, i dont feel enthu-able tdy. at least not now.

and i wna join reggae! was searching youtube then suddenly the dance came up. and it looks so cool, with the krumping and all. and i like krumping! seems fun. okay, i do krump. sort of.

speaking of krumping, ACES day dance is sucky. its not even in ANY category of dance, that i know of.

maybe its supposed to be a bit of hiphop or something. anyhoo, the person teaching is not gay, i tell you. i mean, if you've taken classes from Brian, then you'll really know whats the meaning of gay.

the guy can just krump well. sort of. oh well, at least he can krump in front of a class of 41 kids who all laughed at him.

jasmine and i were laughing ourselves silly over the imitation of someone.

'Y-EAH!'

haha. lunched at 7-11/ stupid hotdog was mouldy. so i swopped it for a sandwich and therefore suffered a loss of 40cents. WOW. how very interestingz.

took my test. bloody cold. and now im still pissed. bye blog.

zz. i have to pay 27 of the 58 we're paying for powerdoughnut. stupid rabbit. if it werent so darn cute id have just let jasmine and gwen take it.

i finished my homework! i seriously did. ohmygoz, im so proud of myself. so proud right? i know you aree!

but i felt very very guilty. cos i made mommy wake at 3.47 up till 4.30 cos my sinus was making it really hard for me to sleep, (like i had block-nose but all the way at the back of it, so it was hard to blow it out) so i had to go use the water+salt thing to wash my nose.

i know, WHAT THE FUCK, 'WASH MY NOSE'? but yeah, it felt weird for me cos my normal one isnt so much water. and since my right nostril was blocked like shit, the water couldnt go through. so stupid sia.

so poor mommy was kept awake. and now shes got a headache too. well, right now shes out with her friends so i wouldnt know. but i found another earpiece for her phone! (her other one broke). so now i dont need to worry if she got caught for talking on the phone while driving by a police officer.

and now she still doesnt allow me to sleep with the aircon cos she say i havent fully recover yet. NOOOZ MOMMY, ITS BEEN 3 DAYZ!

and she changed my extraction to monday. braces on thursday. which makes this really arsed. why?

lets see, if i extracted tdy, then braces on tuesday, i only need to come to school 2 days bogeh w/out braces. but now, its extract on monday, braces on tuesday, so i got o school 4 days bogeh w/out braces.

and next day of braces will be choir, you think i can sing? NO RIGHT.

half arsed half arsed half arsed!

(editted)
the original price for the bunny stuff is 174 (the bunny was 10 bucks) la. haha, gen so cute.

me and manda-pandaz. :D but i had to resort taking it from her frenzsder. cos she hasnt send me the photots yet. LOOKATMYBLACKNAILS! ohmagoz. so nice right? AND THAT WAS WHEN I HAD MY DOUBLE CHEEZE-BURGIEUREE.


see! my orange studio wu tee. i think im gna buy another one. white one. :D yup. and i love my FBTs toooodz :D

YAYZERS! my blog is fixed :D

yay yay yay. :D

im gna try starve myself and exercise a bit more. cos i lost weight! and i plan to keep on losing 'em. :D

so anyway, tdy was... okay. woke up with a banging headache. like, i couldnt walk straight and mina was fearing i'd fall and knock myself dead.

so anywayz, i got to school and walked up the stairs, despite me thinking better not. then when we got down right, then alvin suddenly was like, 'eh crystal, you're back ah?' WHICH IS A VEEERY STUPID QUESTION, ALVIN.

okayzers. so yeah. i felt a bit extra at first, i mean, missing out on a few days of school, of course. then i tried pleading with mrs ang, but that was cut short cos we all had to sing the bloody anthem, which nobody, frankly, ever sings. except for the occasional oddball. other than that, zilch.

yeah, and i couldnt recite the pledge (yes, i do recite it.) cos of my voice. i had phlegm or some unknown bloody arsed thing lodged in my throat.

anywayz, lit was okay. luckily (i repeat, LUCKILY) i was walking with alvin cos jasmine and gwen were walking ahead of us, and he was studying for lit right, and we were talking about the contents of the box matty and graham had found.

I REPEAT, LUCKILY.


and it was also used as a base in another question that served 7 marks.

but i couldnt remember properly only after the test (and a few people telling me) that the stuff were not kept in a cigarette case, and instead, in a TIN box. so i lost a few marks. AT LEAST NOT ALL! :D

AHAH, im so happy. thank you alvin! thank you thank you thank youz!

heh. okay, now sad story:

a former A2 student for Chinese has now become a bloody B4 student. (30/50)=(60/100) you see, that bracket thing is sad for me tooz. thank you, bracket.

I MEAN SERIOUSLY. I WAS BEATEN BY SHI DE AND JEVON! SHI DE! LIKE WTHH! i cannot be beaten by shi de. never ever. he was so happy that he beat me in both this and my -gasp- class test. so faggoty. cos i failed my class test for chinese by 3 marks.

oh noozz. im gna have to start bucking up.

anywayz, c.e. was fun, with jasmine and i laughing ourselves silly over some stuff. and talking about Singapore, Christ, and how her daddy's company got up again due to his fatness. :O

Me: How skinny was your daddy anyway?
Her: Very skinny. And tall. Like a pole.
Me: Ohh. Like mine?
-thinks for a while-
Her: Nah, shorter.

and for some reason, we were laughing like idiots over that. idk. but we just kept laughing. so cool. and when i laugh, i think im exercising. yayzers. sadly, she still refuses to go jogging with me after i pissed her off.

and AIJING, I DONT CARE IF YOU DONT TALK TO ME ANYMORE. HAH!

anywayz, yeah. and lit was boring. mdm farida is always late. ah, loser, can't blame her though, too short legs!

oh, did i tell you?

some of 'em were writing MDM RAFIDA ROX! on this foolscap then they used the water and stuck it onto the whiteboard. but when she walked into the classroom right, she totally missed it. and why?


-suspense-



Adam: Aiya, never mind la. We put too high! She cannot see! Damn.

so funny la. haha. then when the c.e. cher said she went to Russia right, sunshine was like, 'aiya, why you never die?' :D

i think, classes are fun. sort of. Ian cried againz. cos his waterbottie broke. AWWWWZ. now everybody say AW. Poor Widdle Ian. with his short tongue and even shorter attention span, it doesnt really faze me if his brain's the size of my pinky nail. (and i mean the smaller one. yes, i have pinky nails of different size. weirdly.)

sighz.

(updated)

just got back from the doctor. he says its infection now! so im on antibiotics. zz. there was this American family there. and one of their daughters was on a wheelchair, although she looked pretty normal to me. but her sister was like, hyper. wouldnt stop moving. it didnt piss me as much as the two kids that i saw when i went on monday night.

okay, went to buy milk. decided to get rid of any notions of chocolate and anything else sinful. and mommy is gna let me try auntie jo's thingy. since shes pregnant and all, she's not gna use the diet latte so I GET TO TRY IT! okay, im not a caffeine person, but wtv. sounds fun!

YAYZERSSSSS.

hm, i think im gna start studying a bit more EOYs. b'cos even though jasmine told me SC doesnt look at grades to get in, I MIGHT NOT EVEN GET IN. so therefore, i muz study. zz.

p.s. i realise after i refresh my blog (maybe after 1/2 hr) it jumps by 30 but there are no new tags. LAZY PEOPLE MANZ. D:

...my head takes a banging.

damn. but too much panadol kills anyway. so yeah. my head is hurting like shit. and i wish somebody will just take my head off to take the pain away.

tuition was a strained affair, everyone was sick. and then when i got there only zhimin was there, so he asked me what was wrong with me, then i said high fever and some other stuff, then he said i sounded very ke lian (poor thing).

so wtf right! zhimin actually feeling something for somebody. how interesting.

but i admit, my voice does sound weak. cos its comes out as this tired little thing that sort of, wavers.

and everytime i cough right, my head hurts a lot more. zz. have to go to school tmr. tmd.

okay, its so screwed! the friends and the groups and the shiz are all at ze bottom. D:

i am so bored. and i cant sleep. i think i slept too much last night. okay, impossible. i slept at 11.30 and woke at 9. (i couldnt go back to sleep. the sun was practically glaring at my eyes)

ZZZ. ive missed out a lot in school, i think. damnz. i miss primary skl. okay, not really. but i miss being in the same class as jo and the lot. they make it funny. although im not as crazy as them. okay, theres absolutely nothing nice on the tellie. its very... boring.

okay, maybe not. i just checked the telescope mag. fairly odd parents is on :D

and my throat hurts. drank more water than i usually do already. i keep refilling my cup. and its driving me nuts to have to get up and walk to the kitchen cos everytime i get up form sitting my head (the right side) will start to hurt like anything.

and my sinus is driving me crazy. i cant blow anything out cos its all the way at the back, so now when i breath i sound like im blowing this trumpet thing. and my voice always comes out as this little breathy thing at first.

zz. i love gen :D and my panadol is due now, so yeah, byez :D

damn damn damn. im gna get so looowwwwwww marks for common tests: math, science, geog and history. and 2 out of that 4 subs i could have scored more than what im gna get.

and why?

b'cos the exam committee (is there such a thing?) says i'd get 'too stressed' so they'll just be taking the marks from my daily work and thus i get a 'fair mark'. NOOOOOOOOZ. i was looking forward to the math test (i know, so geek right?) but i seriously need to start taking more math tests cos im flunking most of them.

zzzz.

oh dear. okay, no, i'm gna persuade mrs ang to let me retake. i dont care. i cannot get low marks anymore. -ah-. i know, i sound like a geek (but i dont think im one) cos the only reason why im so stressed about this is because

a) i think sc will look at academic results during the interview/test
b) i cannot let gwen/jasmine beat me in math again. NOOOOZ.

sheesh man. im never ever going to let myself fall sick ever again. sucks like anything and i only lost 2 kg. D:

and i thought i was getting better. zz. when mommy called to tell me what mrs ang told her (at 7 in the morning tdy) i felt utterly stressed up and felt like pulling out all my hair)

to the dearest exam committee:
this makes me more stressed than retaking, and you know why?
I ACTUALLY STUDIED FOR GEOG. SO YOU HAVE-HAVE HAVE TO LET ME RETAKE. YOU HAVE TO. I STUDIED OKAY, STUDIED!

have to have to have to let me retake. im screaming already. oh wait, 30 Rock is on. toodles :D

okay, yay, my fever's officially gone. gone forever. vamoosed. :D

actually i think i could've gone to skl tdy. anyhoo, a day of rest never hurt anyone. okay, so im gna go study lit. very soon. study as in, read the whole damned book. until chapter 21, anyway.

haha, i just heard dm say '1C, 1D, something something something.'

daddy calls like, every morning to ensure i took my medicine and everything. oh, and that i didn't bump my head and mina didn't know.

mommy went for health check-up, so im left alone. sigh.

zz. my fever had reached a 39.0 ytd. now its still going from high to low, low to high, etc etc. no extractions allowed this week. damnz.

and now, you seeee. I MISSED MATH AND HISTORY COMMON TESTS.

so if i cant retake, jeezers. oh wellz. anyway, my throats still dry. i. will. never EVER EVERRRR. wish. to. fall. sick.

hopefully i can go to skl tmr, or else i have to stay back on another day as well to take the tests. zz.

okay, title is random. haha. cookie was licking her tail, so i just wrote it. that ball of fur is sleeping on my chair right now. okay, carried her off.

ANYWAYZ--- tdy was chinese and english. the langs. the sucky langs. suckish as ever.

summary sucked (i wrote 175 words. 25 past the limit!). chinese was... bearable.

anyway. home ec. was all about fried rice. and i made alvin cut the chicken, and he said it was very slimy... and nice. ZZ. but it was fun la. frying and stuff. then alvin go pour chilli in. i can usually take it? (ask any close friend of mine, e.g. manda :D) but now i have... ACID BURNS AGAIN.

i guess i od-ed on sour candy. and now i think my wish is coming true! im getting a fever! i feel lightheaded. and my throat's hurting like... like... somebody sucked out all the moisture, and stuck a bloody swollen thing in it cos everytime i swallow thats how it feels. arghh.

anyway, i asked alvin he put for what, and here was his clever reply, 'oh, later if they (meaning the bloody arses of the class) come and try to eat it ah...' -smiles sinisterly-

BUT STILL. put it in YOUR share. NOT MINE~ so yeah, he put some (okay, that's the understatement of the century) on the whole thing and some more in his own. zz. so cute right? non.

haha. okay, i think i have dengue or something. i feel weak. and tired. and my bones hurt.

peace out peoplez! crysta's gna snooze a bit and maybe (i emphasis on MAYBE) study history/

haha, i hear lightning and see thunder. eh, no. the other way round.

ANYWAY, dinner was yum. i think i overate. oh well. time to do crunches. and i think im going to go look for black nail polish. somehow we never crossed paths before.

making a mental list of materialistic things right now. i need retail therapy!

pronto. zz.

ah, decided to give up on getting rid of that blasted pimple and its bloody scar. i am suddenly overwhelmed; i miss my friends a lot): no idea why. i'll be meeting them tomorrow anyway. some of them.

and then common tests. i might be taking drastic measures and doing xi zi or something. shockerr!

and i realise that im a lot more energetic during night time. like, i dont get so restless and feel irritatable, at least not easily. maybe cos the bloody mothafucking sun went down and it isnt so hot. yeah, most probably.


from yunhi(:

50 questions to boggle the mind in
your past.

1. First off, what's your name?
- crystal

2. Okay, but what does your best
friend/s call you?
- crys or something. cryssi! yeah, damn you, jo!

3. Have you ever kissed someone with
braces?
- on the cheek? GEN:D or MANDA :DD

4. Who is the fourth received call on
your call log?
- jasmine

5.If you could change your eye color
what would it be?
- some random color? i dont know, my preference in color changes day-to-day.

6. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
- a pic of me and gen.

7. How many pillows on your bed?
- 2 pillows, 2 throwpillows, a bolster and a mogo cushion :D

8. Who was the last text message you
sent to?
- fiq.

9. What color is your shirt right now?
- White

10. What was the best thing that
happened to you last year?
- friends and more friends :D

12. Who's the fourth person on your
contacts list?
- as in, phone book contact? alex.

13. When was the last time you cried
from laughing so hard?
- i have no idea (!)

15. Do you have a crush?
- nope. eyecandies, though, YES.

16. Who was the last person that made
you laugh?
- i think it was the tv.

17. Do you like Quiznos?
- whats that?

18. Who do you make fun of the most at
school?
- IAN

19. What's the longest time you've ever
talked on the phone?
- an hour or so.

20. Do you think you've gotten
more handsome/pretty since grade
school?
- i think i look the same.

21. Have you seen your bestfriend cry?
- Yeah ):

23. Do you dance in the car?
- how do you do that?

24. What do you think of hunting and
fishing?
- hunting sounds damn fun la! fishing is... boring, unless you get a catch :D

25. Do you and your bestfriend act
alike?
- haha, i dont know! oh, gen and i do telepathic games, though! and 1 out of 10 tries we get the same thing:D

26. What is a noise that you cannot
tahan?
- babies crying. kids crying. -ah-

27. Does your mom vacuum early in the
morning, when you're sleeping?
- no. she doesnt even vacuum.

28. Are your parents in love?
- am i supposed to know? i guess so!

29: What does your 9th txt say?
- something.

30: Who sent it?
- gen:D

31. Would you rather sleep at a
friend's or have them over?
- id like both :D

32. When was the last time you wrote a
note, and to who?
- long time ago. to gwen.

33. Are you in love?
- nope.

34. Who do you miss most?
- no idea

35. What do you smell like right now?
- uh, my shampoo?

36. Do you have a hard time admitting
you're wrong?
- depends.

37. Who was the last person you held
hands with?
- manda!

38. What shoes did you wear today?
- i didnt even go out! DDDD;

39. What makes you lose your appetite?
- sick shit.

40. What color is your laundry basket?
- orange! :D

41. Last person you kissed?
- manda!

43. Do you own any Levi pants/jeans?
- sadly, no.

45. How do you like your steak?
- steak? i guess well done? i dont like it rare.

46. Who's in your house right now?
- mommy, me, cindy, mina, and the cat.

47. Where did you get your last bruise
from?
- if i can remember when was my last bruise, i'll tell you.

48. Where did you last go out to eat?
- uhhhh. i cant remember! dammit. MACS! yeah, after asean. :DDD double cheeseburger, double cheeseburger.

49. List three things that keeps you
going in life.
- dance, friends, boys/family.

50. Is there someone you can't stop
thinking about?
- yes, MYSELF :D

okay, spastic. ahh. okay. time to study. gah. fear me! :D

kay, i want, want, NEED that burger king shirt D;

i like my nails ;D pity i have to wash it off tdy. and emelia's looking for a picture for me. ;D she's such a nice person.

and she admitted that she'll miss me if i quit ballet!


(F)Emelia it's like a game of hide and seek. says: (6:19:35 PM)
haha, crystal dont quit):
Lip Lock, no big deal. says: (6:19:43 PM)
haha, AWWWW. emelia's gonna miss meee
(F)Emelia it's like a game of hide and seek. says: (6:20:38 PM)
YES
(F)Emelia it's like a game of hide and seek. says: (6:20:47 PM)
i'll probably die of depression
Lip Lock, no big deal. says: (6:20:49 PM)
haha.
Lip Lock, no big deal. says: (6:20:51 PM)
AWWWWW.
Lip Lock, no big deal. says: (6:21:02 PM)
so sweet! EMELIA'S GONNA DIE IF I GO AWAAAYY ;D

SEE! proof!

and shes still so spastic! Y

see it? its really faint and all. the rainbow, i mean. oh god, now it doesnt look like its going to rain anymore. DDDDD;

zzzzzzz. i cant study chinese dammit!

okay, im not so restless as i was just now, maybe because i was watching CSI 2 hours straight. i think after the common tests im just gna be a potato couch with whoever wants to be one too.

sheeshh. okay, im not getting any of the chinese words in my brain. and its really pissing me off. >:{

okay, i squeezed my zit ytd cos it was getting on my nerves, and now it is this ugly thing on my face. please please, don't leave a scar!

extracting my teeth on the 16th -collective gasp- and maybe gen is going w/ me. times like these are when i love her so much. get better, gen ;D

oh dearrrrr. gen cant come over, and kiwi can only at 6. so i have to study a-a-ALONEE?

okay, i hate being alone. sure, cindy's here. with brenda hew. wow, what fun.

cancel that, SHE'S NOT COMINGZ ;D

but then again, kiwi and gen can't come, so its gna be sucha boring day. i mean, sundays are boring when mommy doesnt want to go out.

and theres no gym at my house (imagine a gym at a single block condo) and i cant swim alone cos i have this phobia of a shark behind me and i'll never be able to swim properly cos it keep stopping then turning back to check for a dorsal fin or whatnot.

sheeeeeezzzzz. okay, im lacking in the social life right now! big time.

so all i have left to do now izzzzzz....... S.T.U.D.Y. noooooooooz!

god help me, just like, let kiwi's mommy have this flash of... uh... letting her go my house, or gen to come over. its so boring to be alone.

and i have already watched all the movie trailers my computer has. dammit, mac, you are boring too.

and i cant study. cos like, i just cant sit down and study. i feel weird and everything. I CANT STUDY ANYMORE, what the fuck is wrong with me? if i cant study i'll most probably grow up and be this huge loser that nobody will recognize on the streets. oh damn.

shiz, i am bored. and its raining! normally i'll feel happy, but right now my emotional level is a total sphat.

and besides, the sky's turning blue. which means after this rain, its gonna be hot and hotter. shizzzzzz.

seriously.

i mean what i said up there ^

just now we were like, brushing cookie's fur? the whole damned thing sort of just flew around and it went all over me. itchy much.

and i wna watch good luck chuck and i know who killed me. lindsay lohan's new movie. 'i know who killed me', i mean. its damn nice. but is rated R. and its not showing in singapore.

dammit.

>:{

i am now infected by the bloody virus my msn list has been sending around. damn damn damn.

-GR!-

i bought a studio wu shirt! its orange ;D and nice ;DD

sorry 'bout the quick one below. cos like, mommy was nagging at me to study. anyway, i feel fat. DDDDD; time to do more crunches.

skipped ballet. i think im getting bored of it. i might quit it. and join modern or something. actually i wna learn taekwando (sp.?), cos it seems fun.

;D but i need a buddy to learn it w/ me.

;DDDDDDD ?

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

YAYZERS. my internet is back on.

apparently the phone line screwed up and affected the internet connection as well. so yes, i was w/out internet/computer for the rest of the day from the late afternoon.

oh well, at least it gave me enough time to do a very nice card for adelin. i forgot to take a picture of it smacks head but it is very pritty! like, i couldnt find glue so i just sort of, sewed the two layers of paper together (i used a lime green construction paper and white paper) and it took me a long time.

but i made it very pretty. i think its the nicest card i ever made. then i was super late for tuition. and the fact that i went 7-11 to buy her ferror rochers also contributed to time delay. haha.

anyway, hh was boring. and i have blisters at theback of my feet now. cos of my bloody shoe. never ever wearing it again to dance.

st jazz was funner. and the guy's practically gay.


heheh. YAYZ. an ugly picture of her.

i havent studied yet. damnz. like, i need to pass it. get b3 at the lowest (my history got a C5 so its pretty much im-pos-si-ble!)

so i pretty much have to make a timetable, at least for now.

and ytd was fun! like, i was feeling very groggy, still, after breakfast and stuff, so i stoned and read a book, while pestering ella to get out some game to play. then after wesley went back after tuition manda and i stoned and channel-surfed a bit before i got up and took out House Of Wax to watch.

freaky shit. seriously.

like, it didnt make much sense either, but nevertheless, i was still scared shitless. i dont really watch horror movies, FYI. okay, hell, i dont even watch them cos i can never get anybody to watch with me.

and manda told me that 'after watching it once, its very hard to get scared again', but she had also joined me in covering our faces with the throwpillows she has on the sofa.

AHAHAHAH. i hated the part where the stick goes through Paris Hilton's head, cos its so... illoical. and stupid. but funny cos she was running around in her undies.

yeah, CMM looks hot in it, maybe cos he was supposed to be the 'bad twin'.

then aftr that we went gym. and it was fun! okay, after doing the treadmill i felt funny. like, when i walked then i felt funny, like i was sliding on the floor. run run run. and i did some arm thingy.

then we went back up, mommy and cindy were there already. AND I WORE MY ELMO SHIRT! :D

then i had to borrow clothes and stuff from manda. and so i chose the haagen dazs shirt. :D its nice. so now im bugging mommy to just let me go hk in sept. we were supposed to go at first, then she called it off. SO NOW IM BEGGING.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MOMMY!

then dinner was love. like, i didnt really like the tomato soup, but i loved the bread. and the beef. and the sausages and other stuff.

then manda and i made a burger out of the beef and it rocked cos we added stuff to it. YUM.

after dinner we fooled around with mascara and i got damn crazy and just anyhow put. then yeah, i was spastic then we took spastic pictures. and the good thing about her bed was that its up against a plain white wall? so it lookde nice.

and our spastic pictures were nice too! sadly, we burned them into a disc too late, so i can only get the pics (and songs) the next time i see her, which will most probably be after her o prelims, which is 2 weeks away.

D:

double D:

but i like her haagen dazs shirt man. oh! and did you see that shirt on twist and kiss? the whale one! or the giraffe one! both are so effin cute.

:D

im gna try buy it. i think. i dno. i just know i need RETAIL THERAPY.

but kiwi's not free to go buy my pressie tdy. D: omgz, im so tired but i wna go out.


gengengen?
kiwikiwikiwi?
D:
i think i need another best friend.

okay, thats so weird. but i think manda's my official i-need-some-cute-tees-will-you-swop-wimme buddy. cos her tees are all oh-so-cute. like the haagen dazs one.

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im getting power doughnut on monday! YAYZERS. gwen says the crap doesnt smell. i hope not! but i have to think of a place to put it. so now seee, if i had my own room, i wouldnt be stuck wondering where to put it!

i miss mandaz. :D i want the picturesz. we look so spastic in them!

and i need more fun boxers. ;D lets go raid topshop!

i feel like running in the rain right now. this morning i woke up at 9 plus and stayed in bed for a while, and i realise i am homesick, surprisingly. ah, dno la. i am weird.

anyway, ytd asean was fun! but sort of painful. cos i went ahead with manda's advice and tried wearing heels? yeah, i didn't survive in the enclosed ones for more than half an hour. i tried dancing but it was really painful (they were 10cm tall okay) so i asked to swop shoes, which she, thankfully, agreed to.

SO YAY! okay, her shoes were 9cm but they were totally enclosed. like, they were strappy and everything so it was pretty okay for me. yeah, i was scouting guys and stuff, and making manda damn... i dno, she was faking-annoyed cos she was like, 'CR-YSS!' everytime i said theres a hot guy.

then her friend, vicky (who's also a dancer) (and is super-duper nice), and i had no idea how to freestyle so we were like, 'DU-OHH.' that sort of thing? yeah. funny.

but i had my picture drawn! yeahs. like, it doesnt really look like me but i couldnt say it to the guy's face, (like what happened to the drawings on display? THEY LOOKED NICER!) so i smiled and said 'yay!' in this very gay voice.

and i got mistaken for a scholar. zz. the guy was like, 'so where are you from?' then i said, 'uhh?'

but yeah, it was fun, although my feet kept getting stepped on and this guy stepped on my heel. dammit.

and faith got asked to dance with during the slow dance part.

which is totally unfair.

manda came up witht he theory that we looked unaproachable(sp.?) cos of our dresses.

oh, i wore the tube one. weirdly. but auntie ada lent me her scarf. and the belt thing. and her scarf is so cute! IT HAS DINOSAURS ON IT! but you can mainly see the flowers on it only.

and we danced and got high during 'Lala' but ashley simpson. i know, of all songs to get high on. but everyone was like, screaming the chorus, so yeah. and i jumped during that song, despite the pain in my feet.

anyway, after that we went to macs. and i finally got a double cheeseburger! :DDDDDDDDD! got back to manda's house and i stayed up till 2 waiting for my hair to dry (couldnt be bothered to use a blowdryer)

oh well. tdy is not yoga day, cos theres only hot yoga and manda says i might faint or something (its in a bloody room in bloody 37 degrees Celcius) so we'll most probably go to the gym or something.

times like these are when i really envy manda. D:

at manda's house right now. and i painted my nails black for the fun of it and i realise my nails look longer with black. so wtf? o.o thing.

haha, so anyway, tdy was FUN! school, i mean. okay, jasmine called me when i was about to cross the road and was like, 'hullo?' like she just woke up. and her voice sounded really i-just-woke-up sort of thing.

got to class with everyone else coming down, then i saw the classrooms were locked. so everyone was just sitting outside and stuff. then gwen dropped her strawberry sour candy (i got cola >:[) and alvin stepped on it. so haha, gwen was like, 'AHHHG! my candy!'

funny.

anyway, nobody was listening to assembly. so spastic. anyway, after assembly, we weren't really sure where to go so we just went flag hunt.

the teacher sucks. he thought i was flirting with alvin when i was teasing him for something else.

zz.

you suck bitch, hope you never propergate (sp.?)

anyway, yeah, it was fun, the flag-hunt, i mean. i like the marble thing. but the marble popped into the guy's uniform and it was damn funny la.

uhhuhs. ian cried tdy. and he blew his nose into his fingers and it was really really gross cos a drop of it got onto my skirt. EW. he's sucha gay fag.

anywayz, yeah. okay, i drafted this ytd cos i was half-way typing when manda got me to prep for asean, so yes, i'm typing on the next day. anyway, the rain's funny. like it peaked at a point then got smaller and smaller. oh well.

omgz, i have an ELMO shirt! (thanks to samantha hewz :D)

omg, this makes me so... guilty. about being mean and everything. oh man, im feeling guilty a lot lately.

like, daddy bought me this Dior thingy, which is pretty expensive and yet i made him so upset. and ive been really mean to sam before and she still got me an ELMO shirt! something from my wants list! omgomgomgzzz.

so now im gna start trying to be nice to everyone, so that i won't feel guilty anymore. and i realise that im off boonhui's links cos i called her a bitch not-so-recently. well, okay, maybe that's one thing i wont apologize for.

cos well, everyone's a bitch at one point or another in another person's point of view, and i dont think i did anything wrong, and this is what she might say as well, so whatever, really no point.

so yeah, i DONT think i did anything wrong to you, bh, so im not apologizing.

but i'm apologizing to Samantha. cos like, even though i got pissed at her for lying to me all the time i think i've been angry for too long. and it's very tiring to be angry and makes carpools a strained affair.

like, auntie joanna sends me home sometimes, and theres this huge silence whacked right in. so yeah, she still got me an elmo shirt and remembered my birthday. omgz, i dont even remember most people's birthdays!

so yes, i am veyr sorry, samantha hew jia hui.

anywayz, auntie's church is doing some 100K praying thing, and so im gna get blesssed? i dno, but yes, i ticked numerous things on the list. so am i supposed to feel, better?

uhhuhhhhz. zhimin didnt come tdy again, HA. i hate him to the core like anything man. okay, yup, tmr's gna be fun ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUZ, FIQ :D Y

okay, i so suck.

i failed geog. and my science and history marks suck too. my next science and chinese marks will, in turn, suck too.

i'd better start studying.

and i'll have plenty of time. sleepover at manda's tmr. :D cos like, it'll be late after asean, so mommy said i can sleepover. yayzers.

okay, tdy had life science test right? i thought there was only part 1. turns out theres part 2 AS WELL. so fiq and i weren't listening so for the second part i didnt really know what to do. dammit. im gna fail terribly man.

time to start hitting the books.

omg, thats so lame.

zz.

okayz. lets see.... uh, i cant really remember what i did today. oh dear. okay, uh, i know my cheek cells look funny. and uh... jasmine gets mean sometimes. and uh... what else man?

OH YES, I DID A HOMERUN TDY ;D

be proud of me.

i am happppppppyz. with all those Ps and a Z.

and why why why, you may ask?

BECOZ, i am getting mommy to cross over to the Let-Crystal-Go-SC side :D like, on the way to Mt. E we were talking about it. and i was talking quite rationally. and she also said that i seemed determined. UHHUH, YOU BET I HELL AM.

but sad thing is that daddy's still not talking to any of the family members beside mommy. i guess he still is hurt/sad/angry.

and bloody hell, mdm so made us stay back for like, 15 mins for some bloody number patterns. oh, and i suck in that. im guessing my IQ isnt that high.

and yayzers. i got my hair cut! like, so now it isnt straight cut all the way and therefore it might be easier to handle for the asean thing cos i got amanda damn stressed out. heh.

haha. and i got the metal rings on! apparently its part of the braces. something like an anchor. do not ask me about it, i have absolutely no idea.

anywayz, loves to all who gave me hugs/bday gifts/cards/testis. and those who talked to me ytd.

GEN testi, furry rose and tinkerbell camera :D
MANDA cute tote bag with a foreign lang on it :D
KIWI le coq sportif bag :D
TING&JO EMO MYUK pouch thang. &&SMS!:D
JASMINE 2 birthday cards AND A HUG:D
MINNIE 2 winnie the pooh mugs (one's with tigger :D) and a DAMN sweet card. :DD
GWEN Notebook, keychain, card :D
FIQ sour candy :D
YUNNING leo stufftoy and winnie the pooh penholder jigsaw AND a testi :D
JOEY mms and testi :D
SAM sms :D
ALVIN, YUNHI, CLARA, TERESA, NOVITA, SHERLYN, SUFI, NURUL, GLORIA, ESTHER, CHARLYN, MELANIE, FAITH, JZ testi :D

hahaz. time to make thank-you notes on photoshop :D

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