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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
oh CHRIST FUCKING GOD MOMMY, WHY? -- thou shall not love any male species.

dude, the plan was to give it to me me FRIDAY man. why NOW? clara must have told you SOMETHING right?

like the fact that the moment you send me all the pictures then I WILL CONFESS? dammit, you.


OH YAY. he cant find the other pic. the one just me and him. so im gna wait till he sends me that too. then i might tell. i dno. im so self doubting myself. i should have wrote self doubt on that board before i broke it.

like, '1, 2, 3, COMMIT!' then self-doubt gone. haha, okay no. but its like crossing an obstacle yeah, and i have like, 3 obstacles to cross. and im not the best hurdle-jumper.

do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?

okay, no, i dont love him. auntie alicia says some infatuation shit. EW MAN, NO. infatuation's about sexual desire, if im not wrong, can! EW MAN. EW EW EW, no wayyyyy. she say or else, i like him more than a crush-like.

me: eh, then crush like-like la!
her: no, maybe you love eh?
me: EW MAN, NO FLIPPING WAY.

no way man. no no no! refer to blog title for reason. =) yawnz. i need to sleep now.

trying to stay positive when everything else falls down.
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