okay, today school started and i felt very left out. did i do something wrong or something? like, are you all getting N back and im to be left out or something? if it is, just tell it to my face please, and spare me the humilation.

okay, sad things aside, i kept thinking of derek today. okay, spastic. but i like his braces manz! somehow i like guys better with braces. (ew, no. wk is out of the qn)

HE IS JUST HOT :D

okay, im getting spastic. anyway, tdy had bloody 2.4km run. 16 seconds something, i think. i got A :D yup yup yup. bloody hell. it should have been raining cats and buckets for gods sake, then at least its cooler.

but nooo, it only rained NOW. and the whole day's cloudy sort of made me happy but pulled me down a bit too.

i mean, if i get left out, do any of you get left out too? i checked and i saw that jasmine had nadira and gwen had alvin. sadness. i cried just thinking about it. HEY, I'M HUMAN AND I CANNOT STAND NOT HAVING FRIENDS OKAY!

but still, so it was cold and nice, but it somehow also made me sad. like, codl and dreary. but its not that i DONT like rainy days/windy and cloudy days okay! i love them like anything.

do you know by enrique iglesias sort of relates to me right now. saddo. about the whole derek thing. okay, why the flipping hell am i talking so much about him? OH DEAR. im an obsesser. damn.

okay, ytd smsed jeanette for almost the whole day. shes like, so nice.

then ytd night it went like,
sori 4 the late reply cause was having tuition... if u r asleep dan itz ok

so i said,
your tuition until so late eh? Oh Ya, DEREK FUCKING TALKED TO ME! i am practically high, can. (some other stuff)

she replied, why you say f word?

like so cute can! but lalal, i added derek on friendster. and theres this picture of him in a dress. so wtf.
tuition time!

p.s. i seriously need to get my mom to lock my computer away. i didnt manage to do my math ytd. lucky its not due today.

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