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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
do you know,

okay, im feeling terrible yet really happy today. happy cos jasmine and gwen are finally talking to me, and not making me feel left out.

terrible is because im certain derek doesnt like me. okay, clara says im thinking too much, and since yesterday, ive been told i think too much like, 3 times already. and like, i want to tell him la. but i dont want to face rejection. thats a very terrible thing okay.

and i got lower than 20 for math. damnnn. then my science for sure die also la! and now i have to go remedial. dammit. LOWER THAN 20 EH! first time since this year. damn damn damn...

i dont know why, but i dont feel like studying anymore. not anymore. can school like, just stop functioning for a while? then maybe i can sort out everything else?

im really considering Christianity now. or maybe Baptist thingy-a-jiggy. that means like, believes in Christ but doesnt go church right? okay, maybe not. i have no idea. i dont get what the dictionary is saying, anywayz.

Crystal, Out.
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