Journal | listen up, 'yo
Profile | jezebel
Wishlist | the coveted
Affiliations | just radical
Epistle | the post
Archive | library
Credits | you have my thanks


Tuesday, July 24, 2007
and im not missing you, not much.

ive decided that tdy sucks. eggs. i keep trying to be positive.

but how can you when you feel the world caving in on you? okay, emo days. i am definitely pmsing.

oh damned god, i am theeeeee most stupid person ever to walk earth. i should have gone to a school where everyone are outcasts. cos now i really feel like one. i wna cry. jojo and gen are being very nice though. well, they always are, but yeah.

saddo. emo crystal. keith says that when i stone. haha, now he's like, with that stupid bandaged hand for od knows how long. i think 3 months.

sometimes i think im going to be a christian. i can see why people want to. its like, when they want to look up and trust a person, they turn to God. i mean, look at ariel. she may be emo for now, i think, but she still thinks of God. keith, despite his emo-ness, you can tell he's this really devoted Christian.

but thats really pathetic, for me, being a Christian just to turn to God only when i need him. so when i dont i chuck him to the side? okay, thats mean for me.

where's darren, my ever-holy friend, when i need him? like, he told amos that i was one of his best friends, and so is he. but hes rarely online and now that he's in VS its so hard for me to talk to him!

like, he's surrounded by gays who talk about dicks all the time. thank god darren is so holy that he doesnt get influenced. i hope. and besides, the fact that yuka so guai he also must remain guai to get her heart mahs!

awws. emo-ness. and i ahte math. nothings ever going right for me.

absolute hate. no more love. cancel that much love, your bitch. its all NO MORE LOVE, for me. bye people.
!9:03 PM