AHH. derek is like, so hot man! although everytime i look at him i keep thinking he looks a bit like a cat. like, i can totally imagine him with whiskers and this cat suit (not in a perv way) then going like the jasmine-way, 'MEOWRRR!'

kay, spastic. but ya, ytd was the best day i had since this year started. seriously. like, yesterday we learned loads of stuff, and we laughed a hell lot. i sat ONE person away from derek, and i COULD have sat beside him if i didnt swop seats. cos like...
i originally sat at x. then got 2 girls.
( ) (x) ( ) (G) ( G)

since got girl i swop lor.

( ) ( ) ( x) (G) ( G)

then clara came to sit.

( ) (C) ( x) (G) ( G)

then derek came to sit, and i was like, WHAT THE FUCKK. shit, NO MAN!!!

(D) ( C) ( x) (G) ( G)

SADDO MAN! IT COULD HAVE BEEN ME! cos like, yah, you get to massage the person beside you (both sides) so grrr. but yah, it was okay la. i was like, so quiet, dammit. so tired and everything. and joshua is there. so what the fuck!

then he go anyhow sign my list thing and signed the part where got blue eyes. HE GOT BLUE EYES MY ASS MAN! then today after dancing we had to get 5 hugs then he was standing near me (stupid bloke) so i just turned to hug him la.

then his face was like, 'what, you want ME to hug YOU?' then my face was like, 'HUGG!' so yah, damn funny la.

then he pat me on the back, doing the stupid semi-a frame. ITS NOT EVEN AN A FRAME FOR GOD'S DAMNED SAKE! am i really that repulsive? i bet you are! sticks tongue out

but yah, ytd i broke the wooden plank board thing. FUN! :D like, i couldnt do it the first time and i was feeling damned tired cos we danced like, 4 times that day and at that time we were dancing for like, 1 hour straight, and i kept screaming and everything.

so yah, then before i break the board i also had to scream my consent and stuff. i bet the person holding the board was like, 'man, this chick's like, weird!'

god, i sound like tarkie/brent. what the hell!

derek was imitating their accents. haha, so anyway, ya, i broke it, then it took a while for gen to come as well then we got really crazy and kept jumping even though my legs really hurt like shit!

then 2 guys stripped. ya, one got abs, one is just skinny like a pole. and really hunched over. whatever!

yah, it was damn fun cos we were all really psyched and stuff. totally fun manz!

today i arrived kay time la. then like, i saw derek, with his friend. then my group leader went to sit with him and i didnt dare to go sit with him at all. dammit. i am weak!

but yah, we all gathered then i went with clara, and he was like, 'hi clara!... want to sit? -makes space on the chair he's sitting on.-'

D:

but yah, today i didnt get to sit with him either, but i hugged him! (:

had t find 10 hugs then i hugged him and he sort of had to crawl on the chair cos he was standing on one dancing and he kept gaying and shaking his ass and i was like, laughing and screaming and stuff. but ya, I HUGGED HIM ABOUT 5 TIMES TODAY! i dno.

then brent told us about women and men and they showed us a clip from 40 year old virgin which was damn funny la.

'do you DO IT yourself?'
'well, depends -giggles-, its when the mood strikes.'
'so how's the mood striking you now?'
'-gasps- dont tell on me, if i tell you.'
'well, beth, it depends if you want to be told on.'

hahah, yah. fun! then uh, yah, we just kept dancing and stuff. derek is hot! and then yah, we all had visualising both last night and today and i fell asleep at one certain time on both events. and last night i fell asleep STANDING.

yah, like, wtf. and i always fall asleep at the most important part, so when he says like, 'so tell that perosn in the black cloak...' i'll be like, -snaps out of sleep- what black cloak?

cos like, it does get a little boring, after some time. i mean, 40 minutes eh! today! of course fall asleep right!

then like, in the middle of it somebody touched my head and everything and i was like, why the fuck is the assist team touching my head? but haha, i was like, too tired to do anything. and i teared a bit, cried a bit more, lalalala. if i had actually didnt fall asleep during the cloak thing i think i would have cried the most. haha. okay, im that disturbed!

um, ya, then they gave us the last stuff and ya, i wna come back. then it was damn cute la.

'LAST 20 HUGS PEOPLE! HUG EVERYBODY!'

then i hugged jeanette (i think derek likes her tears up) then i turned to hug derek and i caught his eye then just as about im to hug him this girl ambushes me from the back and i go like, 'oh damn.' then i just kept trying to hug him and stuff (stupid, right?) but everyone just kept ambushing me with hugs then finally i hugged him and i was damn happy and everything then after that we took group photo, and individual photos.

(IM A HONKEY DONKEY)

then i was like, damn spastic la. i took pictures with some people, then i was like, 'derek, take picture with you?' in this voice thing then he was like, okay, and (before that he took with jeanette and sarah alrs so he had his phone out) we took a picture la. our cheeks were like, 5 mm away! :DDD

okay, spastic, yet again. then he cut off his face. cos he alr said he has no flipping clue how to take self-shots. then i was like, take again la. (he said it was fine) but ya, we took again, then this time HE said take again, so ya. FUN:D then he was like, 'eh, jjjhanette (he purposely says it with this french accent to annoy her) take picture!' and he FLIPPING puts his FLIPPING arm around FLIPPING her!

ANNOYANCE!

bitch man! okay, no la. haha. okay, anyhoo, its like, 8 minutes to midnight and i still have school. damn, tmr got test, is it?

OH DAMNITY DAMN.

bye lovelies!

p.s. i know i may sound really whacked in the post, but i think breaking that board changed me. (spiritual bitch now)

p.p.s REMEMBER, although everytime i look at him i see whiskers on his cheek, derek is HOT.
-quotes from our cheer- sizzling hot sssssssssss

p.p.p.s. i feel like im like, p3 again, obsessing over boys and feeling totally exhilirated by it. and i cried thinking about it too. today during mindchamps. :D

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