damn, im pissed. like majorly. who the hell was i trying to kid? listening to dora the explorer does help, gen, but i feel like listening to songs that make me emo.

well, they dont usually make me emo, but when i feel emo they make me more emo, so yeah.

so now, my MSN nick is, EMO ELMO IS MY BESSOFRIEND. bessofriend = best friend la ._. and i really feel at a low point of my life. no, not the lowest. i made it a point to not let boys make me get to the lowest point of my life.

but im still emo. like, for god's sake manz. and i really feel like crying.

not only for dddddd, but also for math. the more i think about it / the more pissed i get. like, the only subject that i usually dont study for and still can pass it pretty well, has now fallen into the category of 'STUDY, MUG, STUFF THE WHOLE TEXTBOOK INTO YOUR HEAD IF YOU HAVE TO'. damnz.

ever since the June Hols have finished. yup. my math, not math, STUDIES, went downhill. and that really really sucks.


When It All Falls Apart
I'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up

Patience
Been good, been bad,
got worse, got better.
I fell I know myself when i'm looking in the mirror.

Been hurt, been loved -
I'm scarred, not bitter.
I am an angel with the knowledge of a sinner.

But what do I do, and how should I be?
When I look at myself, I can only see me....

I need a little patience...

Been hard, been soft,
been both, been neither
Above it all, I am only a survivor.

Been down,been low,
got up, got higher -
We are only human, all just liars...

So I wait for the day when I open my eyes
And I look to myself,
but it's no big surprise

I need a little patience...

Well i'm sitting here and sinking and i'm on the '8th floor
And i'm thinking do I jump or should I stay around for more?
I watch my friends get bigger and get better and get richer

But i'm not bitter

Time is ticking ticking ticking ticking ticking on with a vengeance

I want it all
I want it all
I need a little patience....


Till I Get Over You
Everytime I feel alone
I can blame it on you
And I do, oh

You got me like a loaded gun
Golden sun and sky so blue
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice

(Chaque fois que tu t'en vas)
You just bring me down
(Je pr©tends que tout va bien)
So I'm counting the tears 'til I get over you

Sometimes I watch the world go by
I wonder what it's like
To wake up every single day
Smile on your face
You never tried
We both know we can't change it
But we both know we'll just have to face it


(Chaque fois que tu t'en vas)
You just bring me down
(Je pr©tends que tout va bien)
So I'm counting the tears 'til I get over you

If only I could give you up
But would I want to let you off of this soapbox baby?
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice


(Chaque fois que tu t'en vas)
You just bring me down
(Je pr©tends que tout va bien)
So I'm counting the tears 'til I get over you

We both know that I'm not over you
I'm not over you

sometimes life really bites. hell.

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