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Sunday, August 12, 2007
i'll have you suicidal

okay, i squeezed my zit ytd cos it was getting on my nerves, and now it is this ugly thing on my face. please please, don't leave a scar!

extracting my teeth on the 16th -collective gasp- and maybe gen is going w/ me. times like these are when i love her so much. get better, gen ;D

oh dearrrrr. gen cant come over, and kiwi can only at 6. so i have to study a-a-ALONEE?

okay, i hate being alone. sure, cindy's here. with brenda hew. wow, what fun.

cancel that, SHE'S NOT COMINGZ ;D

but then again, kiwi and gen can't come, so its gna be sucha boring day. i mean, sundays are boring when mommy doesnt want to go out.

and theres no gym at my house (imagine a gym at a single block condo) and i cant swim alone cos i have this phobia of a shark behind me and i'll never be able to swim properly cos it keep stopping then turning back to check for a dorsal fin or whatnot.

sheeeeeezzzzz. okay, im lacking in the social life right now! big time.

so all i have left to do now izzzzzz....... S.T.U.D.Y. noooooooooz!

god help me, just like, let kiwi's mommy have this flash of... uh... letting her go my house, or gen to come over. its so boring to be alone.

and i have already watched all the movie trailers my computer has. dammit, mac, you are boring too.

and i cant study. cos like, i just cant sit down and study. i feel weird and everything. I CANT STUDY ANYMORE, what the fuck is wrong with me? if i cant study i'll most probably grow up and be this huge loser that nobody will recognize on the streets. oh damn.

shiz, i am bored. and its raining! normally i'll feel happy, but right now my emotional level is a total sphat.

and besides, the sky's turning blue. which means after this rain, its gonna be hot and hotter. shizzzzzz.
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